Monday, April 20, 2009

Aching And Sick...

























Yesterday,
Was FUN...
FUN FUN FUN!!!


It's been months since I last touch the ball...
It's feels great...
Thanks for the fun day,BROTHERS!=)





But well,
I have aching all over my body...
Very painful...
Especially my legs and right arm,
Leg will cramp anytime if it's slightly stretch...
Right arm might have over strain?
Right foot with blister...
I don't know...
But it's really painful...
First Day of school...
Many new people around,
But Alot had lefted...
Thought it was a good day,
But it's not like what i expect to happen,
It will happen...
It's really scary to see people changed in an instance...
It's not in a good way,
It's Frightening...
It's only been three weeks...
What happened?
What really Happened?
I wished I know?
Or maybe just stay away from it...
I don't know...
My heart just beat faster when I saw her...
It's getting worse...
I didn't say "hi",
I don't look at her...
I just went blank and blur...

This Song seem to relate...
How I wished...
Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be,
oh yeah


Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me
through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again


Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...


A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Love is hard to find...
If you find it,
Treasure it,
Defend it,
Love it...

I tried asking my dad to go church,
We Have some debut,
It's really Funny talking to him...
Especially when he used hokkien word to say Father..
Stomach Cramp~~~
And breathless....
My dad is awesome...
Anyway, He still rejected that idea...
This is what I have done...
Many things will changed...
It's seem to be happening...=)








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