Iron face

I guess, it was easy to forget the past for you than to dwell within it...

I was really impressed and maybe my instinct was right afterall...

Blocked and I understand...

Goodbye, Iron lady...

Non-stop

Still staring...

I closed the chapter.

In the last chapter, I stared at the post for quite sometime.
And certainly, it's not just a post that could just explain the thoughts and the reason behind.

It's not easy explaining.
So I kept staring at it.

Once more into the fray...
Into the last good fight I'll ever know...
Live or die on this day...
Live or die on this day...

Other year of Christmas

Maybe everyone start to lead our own life,
everyone had their our Plan and stuff.
Everyone became busy...

I wasn't really bothered that I don't have plans or any event to attend to...

I thanked my bros that asked me out for party,movies and some other event,
but I'm really tired and I didn't really want to party to make myself tire out...

The weather was so cooling which make me really tired and sleepy...
Days in army were starting to get really demanding on my physical and mental strength.
I know that I'm getting stronger every single day, but I'm getting really tired at the same time. More Exhaustion that I went through and more pain was involved during training.

Time were short and yes I missed you.
I felt numb at the same time, or other words, I get used to it of you not being around me. Not because I'm tired but there were too many things on hand that I have to deal with every single day. Have faith in me...

Love Involved many things about effort and sincerely that comes from the bottom of the lover hearts.

You can make things for your loved one, you can even buy them the things they want.

Many people felt that buying things that involved money doesn't show much effort and sincerity in it. I felt that it was wrong to have that mindset, to me ,I earn my money through my blood,sweat and tears, literally and it show how difficult it was to get those money to buy stuff for your loved one. A simple cup of coffee that cost about 5 bucks, I don't know why, but I felt really good to afford that cup of coffee cause I earn it through the hardship I went through shit in my training to get the coffee. I felt really sincerity or rather great :D

Learn to appreciate the things around you, if one day you did not, probably that would be your last to do so...

Merry Christmas ! This is a punishment from Yeo bo, this is so taxing, please!

Still going, and it's growing strong.

This was supposed to be a post for you,
to tell you how awesome you have been in my life,
About how life had been so tough for me,
The moment I thought of you,
It just gave me all the strength needed to complete what I have to do.

Sorry Bo, I only have time limits on tying this post.
Sorry for the short time we spend together,
I hope you understand that I'm always looking for time to be with you.
Happy 11th!

Be strong and don't cry during your first flight, Fighting :D, I will always be there!

Go eat shit and die

Confined in Ocs for three weeks, make me miss the people around me.
No wonder they said, bond between your family, friends and your loved one became stronger.

I was no expectional.
I find that I became more tolerance than the usual me.

During one of the running occasion, I suddenly have the urge to became a elite team of soldiers, that goes to the front line first. "Commando".

Many had thought that I'm out of my mind, crazy and insane but yet I wasn't given my opportunity to share my reason behind my thoughts.

Well, it's just me.
I wanted to challenge myself to my limits.

Beyond my limits, beyond my boundaries.


A best friend,
A lover,
A hater,
A loan shark.

I defined it as you.

I miss you alot, though.
My heart sanked when you called, and sobbed on the phone.
Through the phone calling, I find myself hopeless and helpless.
Not being there for you when you needed me. Helplessly, I went through that awful commerical.

I wished I was there beside you,
hugging you tight,
Wiping those tears,
comforting you in many ways if possible,
and comfort you to sleep.

Thanks for taking my advice for going to see the dentist,
if not I will be in misery knowing that you are in pain,
but yet I couldn't do anything to relieve your pain.

You know how it feels,
it just feel awfully terrible.

I cherish, the time with you.

PS: Time is short, that why,
let's fight more as best friend,
Love one another as lovers,
Hate every stupid things we do,
and loan shark I can't think of any.

Good enough?

Love of my life

It put me back to thoughts about how I treat you.
How to be a good boyfriend?
I defined it, somehow the bad points were just so dominating over the good ones.

Love of my life, you hurt me,
You broken my heart, now you leave me.

Love of my life cant you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Dont take it away from me,
Because you dont know what it means to me.

Love of my life dont leave me,
Youve stolen my love now desert me,

Love of my life cant you see,
Bring it back bring it back,
Dont take it away from me,
Because you dont know what it means to me.

You will remember when this is blown over,
And everythings all by the way,
When I grow older,
I will be there by your side,
To remind how I still love you
I still love you.

Hurry back hurry back,
Dont take it away from me,
Because you dont know what it means to me.

Love of my life,
Love of my life.