In a mess,But with many plans!

I'm officially Broke...
My Financial states is really in a mess now...
I can't recover my Losses after Jason's birthday and many severe failure investment on food...
I have loans From Marcus and Ken...

Just want to let you know I didn't gamble or anything,
I spend it on food ONLY...
It's my financial minister( my mum ) dont want to give me money or something,
It's either she forgot or refusing to give me...
Don't say you got work what?
Why you don't have money...?
Cause all my money that I earned is transfered to my mum account...
I took only like what I need to Pay my debt...


I start to see my life so different from my friends...
I envy them...
Just as I wanted to complain about Why am I always Broke,
Why my parent don't give me more money...?
Lord, seem to make me realise that,
I'm kinda blessed...
I'm not bad either...
At least they give,
Some parent don't even give pocket money to their children...
Their children work to fed themselves,
Pay for their school fees,
Everything was on themselves...

Just want to say,
Fasting is also good,
Although it's keep your stomach empty,
But it Help you to save even more money...

People In africa,
Don't have food to eat,
Tried to experience how it feels when you don't have food to eat,
No water to drink...
Just one day...
One day...

People In Vietnam
Have food to eat,
But it's wasn't enough,
Tried to experience how it feels to be like 30% full,
Dirty water from the river...

We don't have this suffering,
Cause we are blessed by god...

We are really fortunate so don't waste food,
Take only what you need...
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You can choose who you want to be,
If you believe yourself...

If you believe you are a failure,
Then you are bound to be a failure...
What you think,
Will affect on what you do...

If you believe you are a winner,
Then you are going to be a Powerful winner...
What you think,
Will affect on what you do...

Believe yourself,
Cause you have won a firece battle before,
To became that one sperm to fertilise the egg...
So I'm proud to say that you are Really AWESOME!! =D

So believe yourself,
And also believe in God...
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I'm not a proud person,
I never want to be one,
Cause words from a proud person will hurt people...
Random...

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I Haven't decide what I wanna be...

I haven't Plan On what to do...

But I have many plans and thoughts on my mind...

"I'm a big boy now but I'm still not grown"...

7 weeks...