Mum always say thing to break my heart....

Today,

Was a fruitful day...

I have learnt alot in church...

The sermon today was about Faith...

NO faith, NO love...

Faith take us to love...

I haven't start to compile what I have Learnt today but I know that my Faith for God is growing stronger...

Anyway, I have many thoughts that I wanted to share about and

There's really too many to be written in this blog...

Anyway, Who even Bother about this blog...=/

I see no purpose on this blog at all...

But well,

I guess I would prefer to write what I have learnt on a book...

It's Like A Journal...

I have been trying to change to be a better person...

And Truly believe God will change me...

I'm working on it...

I'm always Working on it...

God is working on me too...

I'm sorry to Lose my temper Last night,

I Didn't mean to...

But today,

She just broke my heart...

She say that I cook the food for you,

And you thank god for the food instead of saying thanks to me?

I'm glad that you cook for me MUM!

I can't remember whether did I say thank you or not...

But I'm TRULY THANKFULL FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE...

She say: Your father and I spend the whole Morning going to the market just to get the fish that you wanted to eat, But where were you ?

You were either Out there with your friends or doing your own stuff...

You rather Face the computer,

talking with your friends on msn,

Playing Games instead of having a little chat with us...

Did you care for us?

And She shot this into my heart...

She say: Please dont Go against with the family Religion,

"You wanted to baptise because of a girl right?"

All I wanted was to be a Better Person,

It's Not just about a girl,

It's about the PEOPLE AROUND ME!...

IT'S ABOUT MY FAMILY,

IT'S ABOUT MY FRIENDS...

IT'S ABOUT PEOPLE AROUND ME...

Picking up those bad memories Again...

HAIZ!

My messages (SMS) were sent,

I cared for you...

And I wanted to know what's going on in your life...

I hope you read this,

But it's stupid cause you never gonna read this...

Anyway,

I'm still happy Afterall...

Cause I have faith in God and this is the obstacles that he wanted me to go through...

I will take it...