Why things changed so sudden??

I guess I have loss a friend and a person that I think she was right for me...

People changed,

And I guess I can't accept that to happen...

I DON'T WANT IT TO HAPPEN...

I'm dissappointed and that's serious...

Just wanna be that someone special,

And they make my heart weaken...

It's really stupid trying ways to know what is going around them...

When you keep asking, "HEY! Are you okay?You seem to be bothered?"

Hey friend that I lost,

I wanna say I'm always around with you...

STOP REJECTING ME TO COME NEARER!



Right for me,

I don't know what is really going in your life,

I WANT TO KNOW...

WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?

WHY YOU CHANGE?

WHY YOU MADE THAT CHOICES?

I'M FEELING SO MESSED UP...

How I wish I was dumb...

I'm heartbroken...



What the purpose?

To show me that I can't accept changes?

To show me that I should carried on to bring them back and not give up?

To show me that I'm prone to failure?

To show me that I can't helped being sad?

To show me that I'm not trying harder?



I'm really losing the faith in love,

It's all lies,

It's all faked...



Hope I really wish that you are here beside me...

Show me the way,

I'm lost... Be my light...

I wished to help,

But now,

I couldn't help myself...