Aching And Sick...

Yesterday,

Was FUN...

FUN FUN FUN!!!

It's been months since I last touch the ball...

It's feels great...

Thanks for the fun day,BROTHERS!=)

But well,

I have aching all over my body...
Very painful...

Especially my legs and right arm,

Leg will cramp anytime if it's slightly stretch...

Right arm might have over strain?

Right foot with blister...

I don't know...

But it's really painful...

First Day of school...
Many new people around,

But Alot had lefted...

Thought it was a good day,

But it's not like what i expect to happen,

It will happen...

It's really scary to see people changed in an instance...

It's not in a good way,

It's Frightening...

It's only been three weeks...

What happened?

What really Happened?

I wished I know?

Or maybe just stay away from it...

I don't know...

My heart just beat faster when I saw her...

It's getting worse...

I didn't say "hi",

I don't look at her...

I just went blank and blur...

This Song seem to relate...

How I wished...

Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love

Purpose hard to find

While I recall all the words you spoke to me

Can't help but wish that I was there

Back where I'd love to be,

oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you

Is to hold her when I'm not around

When I'm much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to you

But I left her when I found her

And now I wish I'd stayed

'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired

I'm missing you again, oh no

Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road

There's no one here while the city sleeps

And all the shops are closed

Can't help but think of the times I've had with you

Pictures and some memories will have to help me

through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is

To hold her when I'm not around,

When I'm much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to you

I left her when I found her

And now I wish I'd stayed

Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired

I'm missing you again oh no

Once again

Some search, never finding a way

Before long, they waste away

I found you, something told me to stay

I gave in, to selfish ways

And how I miss someone to hold

When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love

Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is

To hold her when I'm not around,

When I'm much too far away

We all need the person who can be true to you

I left her when I found her

And now I wish I'd stayed

'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired

I'm missing you again oh no

Once again

Love is hard to find...

If you find it,

Treasure it,

Defend it,

Love it...

I tried asking my dad to go church,

We Have some debut,

It's really Funny talking to him...

Especially when he used hokkien word to say Father..

Stomach Cramp~~~

And breathless....

My dad is awesome...

Anyway, He still rejected that idea...

This is what I have done...

Many things will changed...

It's seem to be happening...=)

I'm desperate!!!

HELP!!!
I need the ball...
I need the basketball...
I WANT TO PLAY!!!!!!
ARRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELP !!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
VERY ITCHY!

Day and night...

Day and night,
I keep dreaming myself in the basketball court,
Bouncing the ball...
Crossover,Fake away, Layup,Dunking...
Day and night,
I keep dreaming of fading away...
Day and night,
As the opponent get stunned...
Day and night,
I dreamed that this dream will come true...
BASKETBALL...
BASKETBALL...
BASKETBALL...

Do you have a dream...?

And day and night,

I asked god to answer my prayer...

Whether am I right?

Are you the one?

But he haven't answer...

So I just wait lor...

He will answer me,

He need to...

Give me a sign...

PLease...

Check this out...

LYRICS

In the name of Jesus

No weapon formed against me shall prosper (preach)

And every tongue that rises against me in judgment thou shall Condemn (preach)

For this is the heritage of the servant of the Lord (preach)

And that righteousness is of me says the lord (preach)

Amen

Lord give me a sign

Verse 1

I really need to talk to you lord

Since the last time we talked the walk has been hard

Now I know you haven't left me but I feel like I'm alone

I'm a big boy now but I'm still not grown

And Im still goin thru it the pain and the hurt

Soaking up trouble like rain and the dirt

And I know only I could stop the rain

With just the mention of my saviors name

In the name of Jesus

Devil I rebuke you for what I go through

And trying to make me do what I used to

But all that stops right here

As long as the lord's in my life I will have no fear

I will know no pain from the light to the dark

Imma show no shame spit it right from the heart

This is right from the start, you held me down

And ain't nothing they can tell me know

Lord give me a sign

Hook (x1)Let me know what's on your mind let me know what I'm gonna find

It's all in time show me how to teach the mind show me how to reach

The blind

Lord give me a sign,

show me what I gots to do to bring me closer to You

causeImma go do whatever you want me to just let me know what to do

Lord give me a sign

Verse 2

Please show me somethingI'm tired of talking to him knowing he frontin

Crying 'bout life ain't nothin'

Cause you either be the one mad cause you trapped or the one huntin

Trapped in your own mind waiting on the Lord

Or huntin with the word that cuts like a sword

The spoken word is stronger than the strongest man

Carries the whole world like the strongest hand

With the trial and tribulations you never let us down

JesusI know you here with us now

JesusI know you still with us now

Keep it real with us now I wanna feel show me how

Please let me take your hand

Guide me or walk slow but stay right beside me

Devil's tryin to find me, hide me

Hold up I take that back

Protect me and give me the strength to fight back

Lord give me a sign

Hook (x2)Let me know what's on your mind let me know what I'm gonna find

It's all in time show me how to teach the mind show me how to reach

The blind

Lord give me a sign show me what I gots to do to bring me closer to You cause Imma go do whatever you want me to just let me know what To do

Lord give me a sign

In the name of Jesus

No weapon formed against me shall prosper (preach)

Where'd you go?

I miss you soSeems like it's been forever

That you've been goneWhere'd you go?

I miss you so

Seems like it's been forever

That you've been gone

PleaseCome back home ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vkMLCwUxTVk

Super nice song...

In a mess,But with many plans!

I'm officially Broke...
My Financial states is really in a mess now...
I can't recover my Losses after Jason's birthday and many severe failure investment on food...
I have loans From Marcus and Ken...

Just want to let you know I didn't gamble or anything,
I spend it on food ONLY...
It's my financial minister( my mum ) dont want to give me money or something,
It's either she forgot or refusing to give me...
Don't say you got work what?
Why you don't have money...?
Cause all my money that I earned is transfered to my mum account...
I took only like what I need to Pay my debt...


I start to see my life so different from my friends...
I envy them...
Just as I wanted to complain about Why am I always Broke,
Why my parent don't give me more money...?
Lord, seem to make me realise that,
I'm kinda blessed...
I'm not bad either...
At least they give,
Some parent don't even give pocket money to their children...
Their children work to fed themselves,
Pay for their school fees,
Everything was on themselves...

Just want to say,
Fasting is also good,
Although it's keep your stomach empty,
But it Help you to save even more money...

People In africa,
Don't have food to eat,
Tried to experience how it feels when you don't have food to eat,
No water to drink...
Just one day...
One day...

People In Vietnam
Have food to eat,
But it's wasn't enough,
Tried to experience how it feels to be like 30% full,
Dirty water from the river...

We don't have this suffering,
Cause we are blessed by god...

We are really fortunate so don't waste food,
Take only what you need...
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You can choose who you want to be,
If you believe yourself...

If you believe you are a failure,
Then you are bound to be a failure...
What you think,
Will affect on what you do...

If you believe you are a winner,
Then you are going to be a Powerful winner...
What you think,
Will affect on what you do...

Believe yourself,
Cause you have won a firece battle before,
To became that one sperm to fertilise the egg...
So I'm proud to say that you are Really AWESOME!! =D

So believe yourself,
And also believe in God...
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I'm not a proud person,
I never want to be one,
Cause words from a proud person will hurt people...
Random...

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I Haven't decide what I wanna be...

I haven't Plan On what to do...

But I have many plans and thoughts on my mind...

"I'm a big boy now but I'm still not grown"...

7 weeks...

Today I went out with my Poly classmate to Sentosa...
Well, organising a trip like this was quite a tough one...
Especially when you need to get everyone to be free on that particular day which is today...
Empty promises,
And it ended up, Only 8 of us turned up...
Anyway,
Thank you organiser...
The big bird...
I know it's being a hard time for you...
It's quite Fun afterall although many didn't turn up...
Sun tanning was the best and I fall asleep at the beach...
Then I swim for quite a long distance and was really tired out,
But it's rather fun and dangerous too...
HAHA!
If my muscles cramp when I'm in the middle of the sea,
With Strong waves splashing into my nose,
I think I'm gone for sure...
I'm glad to be alive now...

I"M ALIVE !!!

Random thoughts,
If you were there,
Will it be more enjoyable?

Went to CARL JUNIOR to have dinner...
Don't ever judge a burger with the size,
It's super Filling...
And it's delicious with the onions!
My fart stinks!

Bus alone...

I HAVE BIG PLANS ON WORK...





































Always thinking,
Always imagining,
And always trying to be that someone...

Hosanna- Starfield...
Son of God - Starfield
NICE! =)

Mum always say thing to break my heart....

Today,

Was a fruitful day...

I have learnt alot in church...

The sermon today was about Faith...

NO faith, NO love...

Faith take us to love...

I haven't start to compile what I have Learnt today but I know that my Faith for God is growing stronger...

Anyway, I have many thoughts that I wanted to share about and

There's really too many to be written in this blog...

Anyway, Who even Bother about this blog...=/

I see no purpose on this blog at all...

But well,

I guess I would prefer to write what I have learnt on a book...

It's Like A Journal...

I have been trying to change to be a better person...

And Truly believe God will change me...

I'm working on it...

I'm always Working on it...

God is working on me too...

I'm sorry to Lose my temper Last night,

I Didn't mean to...

But today,

She just broke my heart...

She say that I cook the food for you,

And you thank god for the food instead of saying thanks to me?

I'm glad that you cook for me MUM!

I can't remember whether did I say thank you or not...

But I'm TRULY THANKFULL FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE...

She say: Your father and I spend the whole Morning going to the market just to get the fish that you wanted to eat, But where were you ?

You were either Out there with your friends or doing your own stuff...

You rather Face the computer,

talking with your friends on msn,

Playing Games instead of having a little chat with us...

Did you care for us?

And She shot this into my heart...

She say: Please dont Go against with the family Religion,

"You wanted to baptise because of a girl right?"

All I wanted was to be a Better Person,

It's Not just about a girl,

It's about the PEOPLE AROUND ME!...

IT'S ABOUT MY FAMILY,

IT'S ABOUT MY FRIENDS...

IT'S ABOUT PEOPLE AROUND ME...

Picking up those bad memories Again...

HAIZ!

My messages (SMS) were sent,

I cared for you...

And I wanted to know what's going on in your life...

I hope you read this,

But it's stupid cause you never gonna read this...

Anyway,

I'm still happy Afterall...

Cause I have faith in God and this is the obstacles that he wanted me to go through...

I will take it...

Maybe it's going to end...

Random thoughts flows into my mind,
But the question which keep on popping out was...
"WHAT IS LOVE?"
Am I In love now?
I don't know...
But I just worried about her and many things else...
It's Feel like wanting to do something more for this person...


Ger say I might be in a crush...
I don't know it myself?
I can't even answer her question,
But I know I feel something different from her...
More or less...
I think I'm really getting out of hand...
Many question,
But there's no answer to it...

I'm not ready for a relationship...
Seriously I'm not...

I FEEL LIKE EATING PANDAN CAKE!!!

Lesson LEARNT!
I want my pandan cake...