When my grandparents went off,
All in the same year 2007,
But with different timing,
A total of three,
Together...
Well, It's three...
One grandfather, two grandmother...
Misery,Sadness,Sorrow...
Well, these three fellows came along into my life,
To let me experiences the pain of losing person I Loved...
I have been through the dark forest,
The World of Black and White,
Numbest room...
Pain dimension,
I've went through all of them...
Each time,
I went through this shit alone,
I Learnt a lesson...
I realised that I have to really cherish people around me...
People that I loved,
People who loved me,
My Family and Friends...
So I work harder to earn back my laughter back,
No matter how hard it was...
Even having trouble on schoolwork,
Classmates which discriminated against me,
Parents scolding me about chores undone,
Well it's not undone,
It's done but it's not nicely done...
Despite of all this situation,
I didn't feel Lost,
Cause I have an aim to Be happy...
I smile at them,
When they scold me,
I smile at them,
Even though I know they are saying me in my back,
I will still smile at them,
I take everything on me...
I need to change for you,
I know it's gonna be hard,
But I'll still change it for you...
So that you can see the real smile on my face...
THE SMILE ON MY FACE! =)
HAHA...
Ha...Ha...
Ha haha...h...a..ha..h..a....
In the time,
When I make up my mind to have my laughter back,
These news came along,
They broke through the door,
Without warning,
They came...
And here they are...
Yesterday,
My mum told me that my First aunt(Her elder Sister) was admitted to hopsital...
What can I say?
It's A bad news?
Her condition wasn't that good?
Tell me how?
How to feel?
How to react?
How to How?
Why?
And I went down to have my lunch at the coffeeshop,
Dad reminds me of Granduncle,
His situation was worser?
He was skinny,
As skinny like a Prisoner of war...
Bone was what I see in him...
I see life,
Life,
Life,
Life...
Willl You Know how I feel,
When they keep coming for me
?
Will You...?
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