I know they are coming for me...

In the lesson today,
I feared that my mum will call,
I feared that it's about aunt,
I feared that it's over,
I feared them coming,
I'm really scared...
But Things are better at the afternoon,
I can sense the warmth when I think of it,
Is it real?
It's a Powerful aura,
But it was gone afterwards...
I Flood myself with work,
So I can stop thinking of it...

Then walked to the bus stop with friends,
With really funny jokes they made...
Yeah,
Looking positive at that moment,

But just that moment when my parent came back...
With that swollen eyes of my mum,
I guess it has worsen...

I'm losing my Sleep,
I'm losing my appetites,
I'm losing my faith,
I'm losing my mind,
I'm losing my tears,
I'm losing it,
I'm losing myself...

Can you hear me?
Are you with me ?

Things that you see in me was right,
I'm sorry,
I refused to share my problem with you...
I didn't want you to worry...
I know it's your friend concern,
I understand it...
It's all FRIEND Concern...
But I don't want to have the repeated story happening on me again...
Maybe you have found this blog,
Or maybe not,
Like what you say,
Life is good,
Do smile...
I seem to get it,
Maybe it's all a mistake that I have made from the very beginning...

I'm lost in this situation,

Somehow a voice came to me in my mind cheering me to fight on...

I sense my brothers presences,
I heard their voices,
It's coming with that force...

My Training make me pick up myself when I fall...

It's not done for FUN...