When you miss that someone who never came back...

My cousin picked up a soft toy in my parent bedroom,
and went to my mum and say that it was my dad's toy...
With that smiley face, my mum reply him,
"It's your grandpa's toy..."
As my mum walked away,

He hold on to the soft toy...

A few moment later,

My mum saw him holding onto the soft toy quietly...

You might think that it's a common things for a Primary school boy to hold on to a soft toy,

Cause it's a toy,

Most likely he is playing with it...

But when I really came and think about it,

I found the answer...

He misses my grandfather...

When he is still a kid,

He will not know how to express himself...

When he miss him,
His sadness,
His agony,
Was all in his heart,
No one know it...

He hold onto the soft toy till he fall asleep,
When he woke up,
He might forget about the toy and continued playing...
But if someone reminds him about the soft toy,
He will look for it...
For that someone's belonging,
For that someone that he misses,
For that someone who dotes him,
For that someone who cares about him...

That was my grandfather...

I shed my tears when I types this out,
I guess I have not forgot the pain of missing...
Missing that someone who will never came back again...