I need a spaces...

Finally,I FOUND MY SPACES for the second time...
I'm gonna blog it...
Gonna BLOG IT!

Today, I quarreled with my mum...
For the sake of all the chores that she gave me, I have done it all...
It's Unfair!
After dinner,it's was me who always washed the dishes and throw the leftover...
IT'S ALWAYS ME !!!
While my brother happily sit infront of the computer chatting with girls...
If we share the chores,I don't mind...
BUT HE IS SITTING THERE CHATTING WITH GIRLS!?
Instead of helping out, he made a choice to chat with girls...
I told myself that it's okay... Muttering to myself..."Forget it" "Forget it"
I keep calming myself down...
As i started to throw away the leftovers into the plastic bag and wanted to pack them up and was about to throw it away...
Mum came beside me and say there is still more,Dont throw away first...
So I left it aside...
I carried on washing the dishes
And actually imagine myself washing dishes at my future "Girlfriend house"...
HAHA!
But I'm still angry over the chores!
Then the fight began...
I went to my desk and start using my laptop,
I was tired after the whole day of chores...
Then she went into the kitchen and asked me to wash another bowl which is lefted at the side of the rice COOKER!

And i was,
"WHY ME AGAIN!"
"@#$%^&*"


" AFTER THROWING THE LEFTOVER IN THE BAGS THROW AWAY THE BAGS WHEN YOU ARE DONE, DIDN'T I TOLD YOU THAT JUST NOW?"

SEE! She told me another different thing...
Another world of her own...
This what I really hate about adults...
They say this then later they changed again...

So i told her what she say just now and complained...

And she starts to nag...

COMPLAINING ABOUT ME...

THAT I DIDNT DO CHORES...
All you wanted to say that I'm a lazy bum and always playing computers, never go work during the weekends...

Do you ever have a good impression of me?
Did you?

When i was doing my work where were you?
When i do my chores, did you ever praises me for that...Ya you did...
but you ended up complaining that the shirt was not ironed properly...
When i work, I have my salary...
ALMOST ALL OF IT,IT'S YOURS!!!
I never complained...
Cause i know you need it...
I never demand anything from you...
No games, No Mp3,Not even my clothes or pants...
But materials that I need for my lessons...
You gave me the money...
Well,It's always insufficient...
Cause it's expensive and I keep it from you...
When I'm really broke, I don't look for you for money,
Cause I dont want you to worry about me...
You never know how I feel when you say I keep going out with my friends...

"Spending money,spending money,spending money...
Your friend birthday,friend birthday..."
Your favourite sentences...

After alot of thinking,I have found out something between us...
It's all about money...
All your words do consists of money...
Now I know how money is important...
If My mum have money,Maybe she will STOP Nagging and complaining...
I'm really tired...
I'm tired of all this shit
MY FAMILY IS GIVING ME PRESSURE!

CHORES MONEY CHORES MONEY...
WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME!

CHINESE NEW YEAR CLOTHES,
Dad say he brought 2 shirt at $50,
Bro say he brought shirt and pants at $40...
Mum say she brought Dont know how much...
What the point of telling me this...?
INFLUENCING ME TO BUY THE SHIRTS AND PANTS CHEAPER...
Many things that i wanted is above $50...
I could get it...
But I know i will get scolding from them!
STUPID WHY YOU BUY THIS SHIRT, I CAN GET IT AT $$$$...
CHEAPER RIGHT! WHY MUST I SAY SO MANY TIME!

I hate chinese new year...
I hate it...
I hate seeing faces I dont like...
Those people really have the proud aura...
KISS THE SHIT!

I felt like running away from home...
If my maid was still around, I will want to thank her for everything that she have done...
But i knew it's too late...
Can anyone spared me a room?