Sometimes, I start to wonder whether do I have mental Problem...?
Cause I Think things in a very different ways...
And sometimes, I became very random,
Asking question that doesn't have much links to the topic that my friends were chatting about...
I became more daring when I'm in that kinda of situation...
It's like some special DOTA HERO SKILL...
See?
Am I crazy?
HAHA!
Maybe I am...
Cause the next moment,
A flashback came in...
THE MOVIE " SAW"
I WANNA PLAY A GAME WITH YOU READERS
If you want to get out of this place say I love you,
Or you will pay your prices...
GOOD LUCK...READERS~~~
OK THAT"S RANDOM!!...
A nice song I want to share,
Mcfly The hearts never lies...
Some people laugh,
And some people cry,
And some people live,
And some people die,
And some people run,
Right into the fire,
And some people hide,
Their every desire
[Chorus]
But we are the lovers,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies
And some people fight,
And some people fall,
Others pretend,
They don't care at all,
If you wanna fight,
I'll stand right beside you,
The day that you fall,
I'll be right behind you,
To pick up the pieces,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies
Woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhooh
Woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaoooooaaahhoooh
Another year over,
And we're still together,
It's not always easy,
But I'm here forever,
[Chorus]
Yeah, we are the lovers,
I know you believe me,
When you look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies,
Cause the heart never lies, yeah,
Cause the heart never lies
Don't lies!
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Things are balances...
A lesson learnt today,Thanks to Shu fen and Ken...
When you were troubled by something bad,
which often make you sad,angry,Disappointed...
Did you ever look for something out there to make up your mood?
Or maybe just being bothered by the things which affects you the whole day...
Well,most of us will be bothered by the things which affects us...
Let's play a game,
Why not we go against it...?
Go against
the power of sadness,
the power of anger,
the power of Disappointment...
God make things balances,
If you see things in a different ways,
You will find it...
When there is darkness,there is light,
When there is negative, there will be positive,
When there is Bad, there will always be good...
If you can see imagine one negative situation,
THINK OF THE POSITIVE SIDE OF IT TOO...
Look carefully around you ,
Maybe it's just beside you waiting for you to discover it,
The joy of life...
When you were troubled by something bad,
which often make you sad,angry,Disappointed...
Did you ever look for something out there to make up your mood?
Or maybe just being bothered by the things which affects you the whole day...
Well,most of us will be bothered by the things which affects us...
Let's play a game,
Why not we go against it...?
Go against
the power of sadness,
the power of anger,
the power of Disappointment...
God make things balances,
If you see things in a different ways,
You will find it...
When there is darkness,there is light,
When there is negative, there will be positive,
When there is Bad, there will always be good...
If you can see imagine one negative situation,
THINK OF THE POSITIVE SIDE OF IT TOO...
Look carefully around you ,
Maybe it's just beside you waiting for you to discover it,
The joy of life...
Monday, January 26, 2009
When you miss that someone who never came back...
My cousin picked up a soft toy in my parent bedroom,
and went to my mum and say that it was my dad's toy...
With that smiley face, my mum reply him,
"It's your grandpa's toy..."
As my mum walked away,
When he miss him,
His sadness,
His agony,
Was all in his heart,
No one know it...
He hold onto the soft toy till he fall asleep,
When he woke up,
He might forget about the toy and continued playing...
But if someone reminds him about the soft toy,
He will look for it...
For that someone's belonging,
For that someone that he misses,
For that someone who dotes him,
For that someone who cares about him...
That was my grandfather...
I shed my tears when I types this out,
I guess I have not forgot the pain of missing...
Missing that someone who will never came back again...
and went to my mum and say that it was my dad's toy...
With that smiley face, my mum reply him,
"It's your grandpa's toy..."
As my mum walked away,
He hold on to the soft toy...
A few moment later,
My mum saw him holding onto the soft toy quietly...
You might think that it's a common things for a Primary school boy to hold on to a soft toy,
Cause it's a toy,
Most likely he is playing with it...
But when I really came and think about it,
I found the answer...
He misses my grandfather...
When he is still a kid,
He will not know how to express himself...
When he miss him,
His sadness,
His agony,
Was all in his heart,
No one know it...
He hold onto the soft toy till he fall asleep,
When he woke up,
He might forget about the toy and continued playing...
But if someone reminds him about the soft toy,
He will look for it...
For that someone's belonging,
For that someone that he misses,
For that someone who dotes him,
For that someone who cares about him...
That was my grandfather...
I shed my tears when I types this out,
I guess I have not forgot the pain of missing...
Missing that someone who will never came back again...
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Have you made your choice?
Dick told me to face it,instead of running away...
Germaine told me she's reading it...
Zhi yuan reply Oh ok...
Ben told me AISEH AISEH...
Ken asked me whether am I ok?
The feeling of being cared by them, was a pleasant feeling,but when i went back to the reality,the truth of the real world...
Everything seems to be dull and down...
I'm keeping silent,
I'll remain silent,
I'll Bow down on my knees,
I'll will stop defending myself,
My aggressive attitudes,
My Frustatration,
All will be gone,
I'll no longer be angry over you,
Cause I lose the will to fight for what was mine...
I leave it for you to decide...
Have you made the right choice??
I Guess I've made mine...
I want to change for the better...
I need a spaces...
Finally,I FOUND MY SPACES for the second time...
I'm gonna blog it...
Gonna BLOG IT!
Today, I quarreled with my mum...
For the sake of all the chores that she gave me, I have done it all...
It's Unfair!
After dinner,it's was me who always washed the dishes and throw the leftover...
IT'S ALWAYS ME !!!
While my brother happily sit infront of the computer chatting with girls...
If we share the chores,I don't mind...
BUT HE IS SITTING THERE CHATTING WITH GIRLS!?
Instead of helping out, he made a choice to chat with girls...
I told myself that it's okay... Muttering to myself..."Forget it" "Forget it"
I keep calming myself down...
As i started to throw away the leftovers into the plastic bag and wanted to pack them up and was about to throw it away...
Mum came beside me and say there is still more,Dont throw away first...
So I left it aside...
I carried on washing the dishes
And actually imagine myself washing dishes at my future "Girlfriend house"...
HAHA!
But I'm still angry over the chores!
Then the fight began...
I went to my desk and start using my laptop,
I was tired after the whole day of chores...
Then she went into the kitchen and asked me to wash another bowl which is lefted at the side of the rice COOKER!
And i was,
"WHY ME AGAIN!"
"@#$%^&*"
" AFTER THROWING THE LEFTOVER IN THE BAGS THROW AWAY THE BAGS WHEN YOU ARE DONE, DIDN'T I TOLD YOU THAT JUST NOW?"
SEE! She told me another different thing...
Another world of her own...
This what I really hate about adults...
They say this then later they changed again...
So i told her what she say just now and complained...
And she starts to nag...
COMPLAINING ABOUT ME...
THAT I DIDNT DO CHORES...
All you wanted to say that I'm a lazy bum and always playing computers, never go work during the weekends...
Do you ever have a good impression of me?
Did you?
When i was doing my work where were you?
When i do my chores, did you ever praises me for that...Ya you did...
but you ended up complaining that the shirt was not ironed properly...
When i work, I have my salary...
ALMOST ALL OF IT,IT'S YOURS!!!
I never complained...
Cause i know you need it...
I never demand anything from you...
No games, No Mp3,Not even my clothes or pants...
But materials that I need for my lessons...
You gave me the money...
Well,It's always insufficient...
Cause it's expensive and I keep it from you...
When I'm really broke, I don't look for you for money,
Cause I dont want you to worry about me...
You never know how I feel when you say I keep going out with my friends...
"Spending money,spending money,spending money...
Your friend birthday,friend birthday..."
Your favourite sentences...
After alot of thinking,I have found out something between us...
It's all about money...
All your words do consists of money...
Now I know how money is important...
If My mum have money,Maybe she will STOP Nagging and complaining...
I'm really tired...
I'm tired of all this shit
MY FAMILY IS GIVING ME PRESSURE!
CHORES MONEY CHORES MONEY...
WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME!
CHINESE NEW YEAR CLOTHES,
Dad say he brought 2 shirt at $50,
Bro say he brought shirt and pants at $40...
Mum say she brought Dont know how much...
What the point of telling me this...?
INFLUENCING ME TO BUY THE SHIRTS AND PANTS CHEAPER...
Many things that i wanted is above $50...
I could get it...
But I know i will get scolding from them!
STUPID WHY YOU BUY THIS SHIRT, I CAN GET IT AT $$$$...
CHEAPER RIGHT! WHY MUST I SAY SO MANY TIME!
I hate chinese new year...
I hate it...
I hate seeing faces I dont like...
Those people really have the proud aura...
KISS THE SHIT!
I felt like running away from home...
If my maid was still around, I will want to thank her for everything that she have done...
But i knew it's too late...
Can anyone spared me a room?
I'm gonna blog it...
Gonna BLOG IT!
Today, I quarreled with my mum...
For the sake of all the chores that she gave me, I have done it all...
It's Unfair!
After dinner,it's was me who always washed the dishes and throw the leftover...
IT'S ALWAYS ME !!!
While my brother happily sit infront of the computer chatting with girls...
If we share the chores,I don't mind...
BUT HE IS SITTING THERE CHATTING WITH GIRLS!?
Instead of helping out, he made a choice to chat with girls...
I told myself that it's okay... Muttering to myself..."Forget it" "Forget it"
I keep calming myself down...
As i started to throw away the leftovers into the plastic bag and wanted to pack them up and was about to throw it away...
Mum came beside me and say there is still more,Dont throw away first...
So I left it aside...
I carried on washing the dishes
And actually imagine myself washing dishes at my future "Girlfriend house"...
HAHA!
But I'm still angry over the chores!
Then the fight began...
I went to my desk and start using my laptop,
I was tired after the whole day of chores...
Then she went into the kitchen and asked me to wash another bowl which is lefted at the side of the rice COOKER!
And i was,
"WHY ME AGAIN!"
"@#$%^&*"
" AFTER THROWING THE LEFTOVER IN THE BAGS THROW AWAY THE BAGS WHEN YOU ARE DONE, DIDN'T I TOLD YOU THAT JUST NOW?"
SEE! She told me another different thing...
Another world of her own...
This what I really hate about adults...
They say this then later they changed again...
So i told her what she say just now and complained...
And she starts to nag...
COMPLAINING ABOUT ME...
THAT I DIDNT DO CHORES...
All you wanted to say that I'm a lazy bum and always playing computers, never go work during the weekends...
Do you ever have a good impression of me?
Did you?
When i was doing my work where were you?
When i do my chores, did you ever praises me for that...Ya you did...
but you ended up complaining that the shirt was not ironed properly...
When i work, I have my salary...
ALMOST ALL OF IT,IT'S YOURS!!!
I never complained...
Cause i know you need it...
I never demand anything from you...
No games, No Mp3,Not even my clothes or pants...
But materials that I need for my lessons...
You gave me the money...
Well,It's always insufficient...
Cause it's expensive and I keep it from you...
When I'm really broke, I don't look for you for money,
Cause I dont want you to worry about me...
You never know how I feel when you say I keep going out with my friends...
"Spending money,spending money,spending money...
Your friend birthday,friend birthday..."
Your favourite sentences...
After alot of thinking,I have found out something between us...
It's all about money...
All your words do consists of money...
Now I know how money is important...
If My mum have money,Maybe she will STOP Nagging and complaining...
I'm really tired...
I'm tired of all this shit
MY FAMILY IS GIVING ME PRESSURE!
CHORES MONEY CHORES MONEY...
WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME!
CHINESE NEW YEAR CLOTHES,
Dad say he brought 2 shirt at $50,
Bro say he brought shirt and pants at $40...
Mum say she brought Dont know how much...
What the point of telling me this...?
INFLUENCING ME TO BUY THE SHIRTS AND PANTS CHEAPER...
Many things that i wanted is above $50...
I could get it...
But I know i will get scolding from them!
STUPID WHY YOU BUY THIS SHIRT, I CAN GET IT AT $$$$...
CHEAPER RIGHT! WHY MUST I SAY SO MANY TIME!
I hate chinese new year...
I hate it...
I hate seeing faces I dont like...
Those people really have the proud aura...
KISS THE SHIT!
I felt like running away from home...
If my maid was still around, I will want to thank her for everything that she have done...
But i knew it's too late...
Can anyone spared me a room?
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