Passion, my reality...

I have deep passion for design,

Thinking of the problem,
Looking at the solutions,
Proposing...

Sketching...
I love sketching alot,
and I simply love looking at them and they make my heart beat faster...
I was simply in love with sketches, pencils, markers and things that make a sketch...

Caid was a nightmare,
But I enjoy the process,
Creating layers, surfaces and coming to the ending,
comes the rendering...
Doing animation was even the fun things that I love to do the most...

There are more that I missed...

Designing is a tiring things,
It takes alot of work,time and brain cell...
But it's my passion that I felt it's worthwhile...

The fact is,
As a designer, we might not get well-paid off...
The task that we do,
I felt that we deserve better,
but we are not...

Sad to say,
I have a family that I have to take care of,
It's the responbility, that I have to take...

Dear design, What should I do...
I love you,
But I just can't let you go...

O, please tell me how...