Can I rest!?

I guess I have reach my limitation...
I need a break, I want to sleep, I want to sleep...

I want HOME COOKED FOOD!
I WANT TO BE RECHARGED!

The fact is,
What I'm facing now...
Was lacking of that kind of patiences...

Replay

It's just like replaying the same old song...

Removing things...

Just feel that life would be easier if,
you could put yourself in my shoes...

Why do you have to ask why when people ask you a yes or no question?
It doesn't make any sense...

Now I know how he feels, sometimes...

Like sometimes...

Life could be better...

I'm just so tired of bullshits...
And I'm freaking annoy...

I guess you don't...

Today was a bad day,
From the start and even till the very end...
I thought the close of today might be a little relaxing,
But you simply kill it...

Dont throw tantrum,
Cause I'm really tired after a long day,
Don't just say it's you...

I don't ask much from you,
That's my resolution...
What I seek was comfort,
But you gave me insensitive behaviour...

It's pretty upset today,
But it's gonna be another bad day tomorrow...
Pretty bad...
Well, I learnt to face it...

Cheers, amingo...

So much of me asking for understanding,
But the one that is not understanding,
Was me...

I want to go holiday with strangers:D
Weird people are interesting...

I desire, I hope, And I happily dream...

Sometimes, In my mind,
I always wanted this to be fun and so carefree...
I have phobia that I want to overcome,
I dream and I want to make it real...
I Hate how it feels right now...
As the reality just hit me and slap me so badly...
That I feel like, tossing this piece of thought away...

I want to write an song,
But the guitar string just doesn't work...

I wish you were here to tell me how...
I wish I could still call you...
I wish I could let myself go...

"We just keep falling back to where we are...
Why aren't we smiling when the sun was there..."

Till the end...:D

Have you ever thought of...

Tired of being accused...
Just so tired of explaining how difficult my life is...

Just tired of it...
I give up explaining...

Repeat and repeat...

I need to stay awake...

I have to blog in order to keep myself awake now...
My head is killing me...
and people voice just made me feel irritated because of this headache...
I'm drinking white coffee to keep myself awake tonight...
I have to finish my Pboard by tonight...

Gosh,
I'm slacking...
And Gosh, I'm feeling weird...

Anyway, I felt rather guilty this week...
Good and bad,
for many things i have done...
and the way how people treats me now...

Like so different,
or maybe it's the same...

I kept them in,
Maybe they are feeling stress...

After being in school for like three years,
I somehow came to realise the cruelty or in fact reality of this world...

Have you ever thought of this question,
Are you in a friendship or are you simply being used by your so called "FRIENDS" who used to be closed to you?

Now I came to realise,
Or rather I woke up,
realising that I had been used by my "FRIENDS"...
I had been used...

I'm really pathetic...
Pathetic...

While some stood by me,
I appreciate that alot...

I remember and when your time come,
I will stood by you guys too...

I felt that I learnt something from this Fyp,
Was never to say give up that easily,
How imperfect your design is,
there was never prefect design in these world afterall...

Ya, the reality still hits me hard,
But at least I'm glad, all by myself...

Thinking about how a close friend start to make a wide distance away from you...
How does it feel?
Utterly awful...
Recently, it just keep happening...
I'm feeling kind of lazy of pulling the wide distance closer...

Maybe, I shouldn't have asked...
When I want to know the truth,
I was hoping that you will be true to yourself...
Maybe it's easier to let yourself go...

But I was wrong,
Maybe at the starting I shouldn't have think so much,

I've been through all this shit,
that I dont want you to get any of them,
But I just can't stop how that feeling going through you now...
Cause no one can...

Now,I end up hurting you inside and out...
Only god knows,How much I hate this situation now,
But I hope time heals you...

Busy liao...! BYEBYE!

Open and close...

Still not over yet,
Still need to do work...

But stress free:D

Anyway day by day, many things happened,
we just need to face each day with a better and positive mood...

But well, it does not seem like it,
When you feel good, somehow it will be spoilt by other people...

And in the reality now,
I'm in a mood of in between happy and angry...

Sometime, people do things that just pissed me off...
Can't stand it...

I just keep myself down,
so I won't blown off in front of anyone...

I'm just too tired of this nonsense,
How much do I need to explain,
then it will get through your head...

Fighting won't solve,
But I just kept on praying...

STOP MY ANGER!



Just a random picture...
I felt it chio:D