Undergoing

I'm undergoing a series of thoughts about what happens now and what happens in the future...
I'm quite sure no one will understand how I feel right now...
Cause I'm too tired to share this piece of thoughts...

Being open about your thoughts doesn't mind that people will understand you...
I'm now in the position of waiting I guess...

If you say goodbye,
The one who get hurt will be the both of us...
At least I know you wont be as affected as me...
I do wish that everything will be good for you...

I'm FREAKING TIRED, and the thoughts just ran through my mind,
What I expect from this whole thing wasn't what I want,
It was the unwanted...