My superhero:D

I love my spiderman...
How awesome!

I care cause I'm concern...
Is it too much, to let me know?

Hello Strangers!

HELLO STRANGERS:D

Well, I dont know why...
But it's seem that everyone is changing..

Now everyone became so strange to me...
They behave weird,
AND
not the right way...

Just so weird and strange to me...
@#$%^&*(

what's going on!?



Everybody is changing, and I feel the same HAHAHA!

Dont feel lost my friend, I'll here HAHA!
CHEERS!

halfway,it just stopped...

I dont know will you read this,
But I just want you to know,
I'm trying hard to get your respond...

My Conversation with you was weird,
maybe I'm pushing it too hard...

Sometimes, I want to give up because of the respond I get...
But sometimes, I dont want to...

I'm staying overnight to get some overnight ideas with some beers arounds...

Busy,broke and not interested...
and I ask...

At least I tried,
I think should stop it...

Afterall it's just a dream...
Ok, BYEBYE!

I dont understand...

This morning I saw this girl in the canteen...
That reminds me of what happened in Mexico...

The story goes like this,
First,she say she like me,
Then the next thing,she got herself a boyfriend...

Darn,I felt really bad to laugh...
but Maybe she fell for his heart...

She's just behave so weird when she saw me,
Her handshake wasn't firm and with her eyes contact...
It's just tells me all...

I dont understand,
But I know I won't...

Goodbye and have fun!

I'm spilling out nonsense,
I'm darn tired...

O,DISTURB DISTURB!

O,someone tell me,
How many times do you need to fall in love,
just to realise that the person is the right one for you...

O,and I tried talking today,
The respond was FTTM...
Failed to the max...

Dear Letter, I want my name in...

1: I'll clear things up :D

Simply put it as,
The Douglas you know now,
is different from three months ago...

FOR YOU TWO, HAPPY TOGETHER:D LOVE DEEP DEEP
HAHA!

Dont worry, I'm not him! :D

2:Anonymous(TOP SECRET) My little overwhelming tiny weird feelings...

My dream makes me want to think about you more...
My feelings seem to get really out of control...
It's like crazily falling in,
I can't say love,
I dont want to say like,
But ya, I did have something on...

Reading a letter from a post...
Hmmm, I dont know you...
I want to put my name in can...?

Can I?

Just can't stop myself from thinking how to irritate you and how I can disturb you...
Till you get so pissed off and start smacking me...

I dont mind being whack by you...

Like a child,
I just want to roll on the floor around you while you are busy doing your work...

Busy busy that's what you say...

I'll be waiting, until that one day you'll be free to talk to me...
Or you can simply just put me by your side and stuff a bun in my mouth but my hands will still move freely and start my nonsense...

I'm an attention seeker,
But I seem to be seeking for you,only...

"Waiting Outside the Lines"
Staring at the window, I wonder if it's you...

O...I was lively when I woke up...

O,I failed my Napfra but I feel like going in two months earlier,
O, then I feel like retaking it again...
O,I'm confused but yet surprise I could do some stuff that I thought I wont be able to...

O,I think I'm kinda of lost now because of the time and the place and my mind it's doesn't feel like I'm in the right place...

O,I'm like looking for time but I'm really tired and I'm busy with things that does not really related to me...

O,I was happily out of love again last night...
O, dont ask me why, cause I'm happy for her, that's all...

But,
O,I have a very weird dream last night that make me smile the whole day today...

O, and in that dream I was with a girl and everything was so happening...
(this girl are somehow different in her way, come to think about it's quite different but sadly i'm not close with her at all..)

O,and in that dream,
She likes me and I like her and it so nice in the dream...
Like drama, but it just feel so awesome!
I seem to understand her that much...

We hold hands, and ...
the alarm rang!

I'm super late and I was smiling:D

I was lively when I woke up...
Just so lively...

Maybe only my dream are beautiful...
but I really want them to be real somehow:D

Looking into the mirror...

In that mirror,I don't see myself...

Sometimes, the fear of rejection was so damaging that you couldn't see what you really want...

Even when you want it,
You just somehow fear of it...

It makes you so scared you just keep predicting the negatives and keep pretending...

Without even going for it,
you just keep running away from it...

probably, all i want,























is to face you...


HAHAHHAHAHAWAHAHAHAHWHAHAHAHAHA...
Eyes closing...

it's the word if...

Well, today I wasn't feeling well at all but I still went to my cell leader wedding with Marcus and Si hui...

Marcus and I was like the road Marshall to guide the guest to car park place...
The main point is we are under the sun or I would call it under the haze...
The weather was really bad,
it's like making me breathless...



HOWEVER WE GOT PAID:D with the hongbao my cell leader gave...
Not bad:D

It was really an eye opening event,
because I have never attend any christian wedding before...

I was kinda inspired by my cell leader when he plays the piano...

OK! I'm so gonna play a song and sing to the person that I like next time and I gonna play it for her when I married her...

First song,
First piano playing,
And my first wife:D
( I was just dreaming)

"Marriage is an exciting process..."
But preparing it was kinda of chaotic...

My gastric pain haven't really recovered,
so the food was not successfully digest or it didn't even went into my stomach...
I throw out the food when I reach home,
I forced it out...
HAHA...

Four times in a row and then I feel better,
But now,my stomach is bloated...

Oooo, I felt darn sick...
Ever since I came back from Mexico...

First, it started with my head...
It keep spinning and last for a week,
And without knowing that chili can do such a damage to my gastric,
Now I'm so unfit now...

Physically unfit...
with the body now,
I think my NAPFA is not looking good at all...

Tomorrow will be happening at my house,
But i'm not looking forward to it...
CAUSE IT'S THEM! X.X

The food will be placed just outside my corridor tomorrow,
But I can't eat...

my little thoughts about Journal,

It all started with a book,
with many many words inside it...
That why it's mysterious and it leads to many answer...

the chili spicy spicy,burn my stomach...

the three different thing...

1.just five spoon of tomyam soup,
I'm not okay!
cause it's too pain!

i'm now on my bed and i can hardly move...
ooo the song played,
"ooo,looked what you done..."
you darn chili!!
you spicy up my life!

2.things are done and better now,
probably i should let it go to make thing easier...

3.and the feeling of coziness:D

Kids Just dont...

If you have a girlfriend,
please don't shout at her...
It just show how awful you are...

And...


It's terrible...
EEEE...

It's simple...

Surprise visit to jamie house,






Ate and painted her brother's walls...




The feeling of chatting and cooking with "Auntie" is great!
It just bring the " IMISSMYAUNTIE" feeling back...
It's really fun and nice cooking with jamie's auntie :D
Ya, I still miss them alot,
and their chilis...T.T



I dont mind being judge by you,
I dont mind it at all...
Afterall, I just want you to know what going on, that's all...

I'm glad you know...


When I look at my past facebook picture,
It's the smile we used to have...

Like the song that keep playing over and over again,

" A simple thing, where have you gone?"

dozing off...

Things...

1. Don't really like rumours,
and I want to make clear with you and want you to know...

2. The unexplainable desire of wanting to know someone...
But it's just that close and like a song, so close but yet so far...

3. Looking into it, it's not that complicated...
We need a little more time and a little more patience with it...

4. Dont try to talk about the past to me,
Dont ever mention it...
Thanks for making so much mess for my parents...

Overall,
I'm open so dont just shut me off...

TIRED ARH!

The empty rooms...

Ever since I came back from Mexico,
My parent room is empty, and my room is always empty too...

Everyone were busy with their stuff and my hoildays is going to end...


I kept talking to myself,
For every single thought,
I asked myself and I reply to myself...

By the way,
I got a new phone,
It's smarter than me...:(

Here it goes again but I just want you to know!

I went dinner date with Leonard...
I forgot I have a date with him,
Sorry to cancel the movie and dinner date with you guys,
I sms you already! I GOT EXPLAIN! HAHA!

The Japanese fried rice,my appetite is back!

Black sesame paste, it taste like paste lor...

I don't know what I can blog about,
It's just too many things happening at the same time...

To you,I did my part...
But you can dont agree with my reason,
I agree with it...
I agree with it...

I don't have a phone that plays me a song...
But I play the music in my heart and it plays to my brain and then to my ears...
This is how it works...

but I dont want to lose this friend that helps me to check my essays and spot my grammar mistake...
I dont want to lose this friend that block my opponent from blocking me to the ring...
I dont want to lose this friend who I can smile and laugh without knowing why...
I dont want to lose this friend
I just dont want to...
Lose this friend...

I'm fine without my phone that doesn't play me any music,
But I'm not fine without this friend when we meet...

My name is Douglas,
And I want you to know...


Thanks for listening :D...
By the way,
Is it nesscary to buy Iphone?

OH MAN! I LOVE MY HAIR!

Opps,I forgot your smile

Today I woke up and recall what i did yesterday!
I forgot to smile, no wonder it was so awkward and my face looked so stiff...

WEBCAM~


Ok,Now I know it look scary!
Head back to bed:D

The whatever things, is gonna stopped!

YES!!
I FINALLY CHANGED MY BLOG SKIN!
Wasn't that bad right! HAHA!


My saxy hair... I LOVE IT:D I took it in Mexico!


The dessert I had with my poly peers,Today!...

Happy is a feeling that make you smile from the inside to the outside...
And then many wonderful things happened...

Don't make things seem so complicated...
If I have the control over it,
I didn't want things to happen like this too...

Oh, please nothing happened...

Maybe it make no differences...

Aiya, aiya...
Come to think about it,
Maybe you will just get so pissed off when I looked for you....

Come to think about it,
Maybe you won't even bothered to listen to what I'm gonna explain...
Maybe you will just walked off...
Maybe...

Aiya,
Can don't just walk away but listen to me,
can you just don't keep chanting the unholy words and let me finish my sentences to you,
Can you just be calm for that moment while logic makes sense to you...?

"Love is not about how long you stay with that person,
but it's how long you can make that person stay with you with that feeling...

When the feeling is gone,
You can tried to bring it back but you gonna tried even harder...

It's about her feeling..."

That's from my book :D



and many blogs were as usual like mine with deep deep thoughts and deep deep meaning...

Sometimes, I want to be there for you but it's the door you refused to open...
I dont have the keys to your doors and I could only knock to let you know that I'm there,just beside the door...




To a stranger:
I read many other people blog,
Only one was really funny and it's really lively reading it...
It does make my day,
somehow I dont really know you,
But it's really nice to know how you live each day...
How pancakes can become so important to you and stuff goes on without failing to make you smile...:D
One super duper cheerful stranger!

smile abit just a tiny little bit...

and i really dislike people who are not responible for their actions...
Why not you just go away! Stupid...

Three months, and I'm back...

This is not supposed to be a sad post,
But a happy post...

I am back home again...
YEAH!

But things got so different when I'm not around for this three months...
I got updates from others,
But what exactly happened is just not what is been updated...

I start to realise that Msn and facebook is not the real way to communicate...
It really break people apart...

Things that are important to me are breaking apart...
And I'm seem to be the root of it...

It's seem to be the way I handle things...

The white lies I made to protect it,
The white lies I used to save it...

Afterall, it's all lies that I made...
How to make you understand,
I did all this to keep the friendship we have...



I wish I could relate it to someone,
Guide me out please...
It's hurtful...

WAHAHAHAHA!

LU LU LU LU!