Saturday, July 31, 2010

Relationship, is getting scarier ...

Greeting from mexico =D
Currently, I'm still in the office using Internet.
So trying to get some updates done here...



Well, I'm doing fine here...
And start to feel like a designer here as well...

It's only been five days since I reached here,
I started to miss home...
Because everything here is so different from Singapore...
And I really need to adapt to the environment here.

I hope you guys learn to cherish what you have in Singapore,
Because,
Singapore is really great, although it's small, but it's really great...
You dont have to bath in the morning with cold water,
you dont have to get clear water from the convenient store...
Ya and everything is available in Singapore, you see...
So learn to cherish things there.

Everyday, I'm looking forward to work,
Because it's seem that I wanted time to fly as fast as possible...
It's going to be like three months in Mexico,
It's three months here...
I just realised it's quite a long period here...
I have the uncertain feeling,
It's not pleasant...

Maybe I'm just scared to be all alone here,
Everyone in Singapore, Having their sip and they share their thoughts with one another everyday through msn, through facebook...
Meet out for lunch, meet out for dinner, Meet out for movie...
Suddenly I just realised how much fun it would be in Singapore...

When I online at 7 am, it's 8 pm in Singapore,
the time different is 13 hours,
And I can't really get through the wireless here,
Sometime the internet work, sometime it don't...
It's seem that I'm really breaking away from Singapore...


I guess, it's really time to overcome this all by myself...

It's kinda of lonely here, although there is other course mate with me here, I just feel the same=/
HAHA! This time round, I admit I'm scared,
But I dont know what i'm scare of...
Really Hope I can get rid of this feeling...

Anyway, some thoughts about relationship in Mexico...
Well, I started to have alot of different thoughts here,
It's quite scary to get into relationship.
Love can be just a sudden feeling, maybe it's going to last for one months or maybe a year, and that it...
Break and people get hurt...
Is love something like that?
I find that it's really scary,

Like how people can just leave someone after years of relationship...
By saying, I no longer hold that feeling for you anymore, when the other partner is trying so hard to do whatever things to please the one he love...

I don't understand this at all...
Feeling is uncertain,
That what I can say...
I seen alot and I heard alot...

The impression of Relationship...
Afterall, Love is still wonderful, not all relationship is like this I hope...

A message to someone who won't know about this blog...

This time,
I have done wrong,
Sorry for being a jerk,
For doing so much as a friend...

I know how painful it is for you to go through this all alone,
Cause I have been through it before,
If I could take your pain away, I will take them all away...

Sorry, that is all I could say...

But I'm definitely not the right person for you...
Just never the right one for you...
I guess someone else would definitely be better than me...
I'm so sorry...
Please forgive me...

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