Hmmm today...
Wake up at 11 and wanted to go school to help out,
and I remember what she say yesterday,
And i told myself:
"You mei you wo, ye bu shi yi yang...?"
I wont disappointed...

A Litre of tear,
Each episode make me feel so sad,
At episode 6 3/4 Makes me cried...
So touch-ing...

Get a new laptop just to install this stupid design software Alias...

I know it's quite stupid to get a laptop now when there is a IT fair coming in two weeks later...
Can get better spec can get it in a better price...
But i just need it...

But my modules start next week and i believe this modules will really rely on the laptop or computer graphics...
My school is going to upgrade the Com...

Hmmm why dont use school com?
Alot of reason,
but the most important reason is to let other people to use...=D

Anyway MIRACLE HAPPENED!!!

After hunting so long for this new laptop and it's window 7
I thought the software can be installed and function well...
But i was wrong...
It's 7 going to 8 and my parents went out for dinner and i told them i catch up with them in 20mins time...
Getting so nervous just hope that it will work well you see...
My mum spent 2k+ just to buy this laptop to help me in my work...
And if this software cant be installed,
I'm so dead...

And it really didn't worked...
I installing for the first time and a screen pop out...
And the screen hang there...
For quite long...
I thought it was loading...
And i waited...
Something is wrong when there is words which is supposed to appear just below the pop out screen but it didnt appear...
And the screen just hang there...
So I went to the task bar and end task for the screen pop out...
And I reopen it four times...

I told myself...
Die liao...
And I pray :"man, god help me please... Please make it work.."

And it was like 8.30...
I'm so worried...
And the thing still hang there...
So i tried restarting the com...
And reopen it...
It didnt work...

And half of my soul was gone...
$2k+ just gone if this software cant be installed...
And how my family is going to react went I tell them that it wont work...
I think i'm so dead by that time...

And it's getting late...
So i rush down to the hawker centre to meet them up for dinner...
Think and think and think...
"Please make it work..."

I keep chewing the chicken wing...
One by one...
I didnt told them that it might not work,
and kept it to myself...
I think that,that is the time when I really control my emotion so well that my parent didnt notice that I'm SO FREAKING WORRIED...
Cause the whole table is full of food =D

I went to call a friend who i took the software from, he say he's not sure whether the software will work on window 7 anot...
Cause it work well on window vista and window xp...
If it dont work,
Die liao...

Went to aunt house to take the Microsoft software and rush home...
On my way home,(it quite near) just one street away...
I walked under the rain and prayed...

"Father please make it work,
I'm desperately calling for you...
Please make it work..."

Deep in my heart, I shout it out loud...
And keep on repeating the same thing over and over again...

And went home...
Reinstall the software again...
And it didn't work...

I almost throw my temper when they keep asking whether the software is it working on the laptop...
I need some time to install so please wait...
I come back to you later...

Fear all over...
Panic...

Thinking of downloading window vista to replace window 7...
Thinking of downgrading window 7...
Just feel so angry...
Why am i always being played...
All i want was to get things done and well done...
Please dont fool me like this...

And MIRACLE HAPPENED...
I wanted to remove the software from program...

It show me three main title:

Program and features
Default program
and desktop gadgets

And God make me see the feature under Program and features
Run programs made for previous versions of windows
So i click it...
First it didnt have any programs that is run under previous versions of windows which is window vista...

And when it came to an end,
A list of program pop out and asked me to select program i want to run under previous of windows...
So I selected the software...

screen pop out words under the screen start to appear and "starting application"...

=D And it worked...

I close my eyes and say thank you father when my dad was actually just beside me...
And i knee down say thank you...
OH my god...
Like Seriously...
Jumping around...
I never feel so much,
I mean so happy before...

Sorry for being long winded and dramatic...
But it's true...
It's so GREAT...
Thank you Father...THANKS ALOT ALOT...

=D





If I dont have such a stupid attitude...
Maybe things wont turned out to be like this...
If Someone in my life could teach me how to control my attitude or maybe I change it by myself before I actually meet you,
I wouldn't be like this,
I never want to be like this...
But I think what I have done is already done...
I'm felt so sorry and guilty when I think of it...
Cause My sorry doesn't seem to be working anymore...
I'm really sorry...



I will fixed my problem...
Hope you see my changes...