Sunday, October 11, 2009

Redirecting my life with A BOOK!

Hmmm before I'm going to change my life again...
Haix so many things happened again...
Like school work and relationship...
ALWAYS THE Same problem...

Hmmm but recently It's really really demoralising...
Especially on the Electrolux presentation that day,
Everyone were like so prepared and we only have one concept...
Haiz...
Then Their work was like so nice and good can...
But they are taking degree so it's really beyond our level...
But still I feel kinda of lousy...
I feel like giving up when my result and this electrolux things make me feel so worthless...
Especially the result...
I understand what went wrong but still I just can't get over it...
I'm so serious about my work...
I'm so serious about the work I'm doing...

But I got this shit result...

Hmmm when my friends mention about result,
it just make me feel so lousy...
Haha...
Heart ache~~ very pain...
Four years of my hardwork, and three years of passion of being a product designer
And I got defeated by my own result and my own failure...

I Give up at that time...
I feel so lost again and again...
Trying to find a purpose of carrying on this passion that I have...
My passion was like a candle that has flame on it...
Everytime, when the wind come,
Failure blows my flame away,
But I keep lighting them up because I dont want to give up...
But the wind just keep on coming,
And now I'm so tired to light up that candle...



The Candle will not light up without me =D

Then After complaining to Jamie...

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