Many things in two months...

OK many things in this two months...
I never meet up with my brothers,
I never go for cell group,
I never go out or enjoy myself even when I'm so freaking stress up with my work...
I never play bball ever since this module start...
I never do this I never do that...=)
Ya...
Hard work...
Effort...
I always Believe this Hard work thing,
AND I Believe in EFFORT...
And I just do...
Do and do and do and do...
DO DO DO DO DRAW DRAW DRAW DRAW DRAW AND DRAW...
CUT AND PASTE.... CLICK HERE CLICK THERE...
JUST TO GET THIS PROJECT DONE =)
I SPENT MONEY LIKE DRINKING WATER...
MUM is very supportive she give me cash when I need it...
TO BUY SPRAY PAINT...
SAND PAPER...
LIGHT Sensing circuit...
BATTERIES...=)

Thanks alot mum...=)

BROTHER, I MAKE IT...!!!
In three weeks and two days I COMPLETE MY MODEL...

I HAVE A BIG SMILE ON MY FACE TO TELL YOU ALL ABOUT THIS...
I MAKE IT...

Ya ....
=)

Well, I make it...
It's really better than my dinosaur kettle...
Should I be proud or just feel Stupid for making something that doesn't not even impress any lecturers ?

Well, the truth is I dont think the lecturer doesn't even like it...
Not being acknowledge...
Not being acknowlegde...

Ya I'm not...
I'm upset...

I put in hard work...
I put in Effort...

I seem to be a BIG FOOL for this two months...
This is what they say... Why so simple... I can buy it at anywhere....
So I REDESIGN, REFINE it...
HOURS AND HOURS OF SKETCHES... Just to get the concept approved...

Like a stupid dumb...
After I saw my classmate work,
BEST! SIMPLE AND NICE!=)
Seriously, it's nice...
And I"M STUPID...
I MAKE SO MANY THINGS... AND GET THINGS SO COMPLICATED....
AND END UP I GET THE GRADE WAS LIKE WAH!
I dont know what Grade I get But more or less is a C or D ba...

YOu know How I FEEL?
I FEEL LIKE SHIT...
A BIG BIG BIG SHIT!

I JUST WANTED TO HAVE THE COURAGE TO JUST USE MY STRENGTH AND BREAK THOSE SHIT THAT I MAKE...
YOU KNOW HOW SAD I AM NOW...
AND WHY AM I BLOODY STUPID...???

HAHA STUPID RIGHT...
NAMED ME LOSER...OR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO CALL ME...
LABEL ME CONDEMN ME... ANYTHING =)...

Ya...
Dont tag some comfort words on my tagbox...
I DONT WANT....
JUST dont...
It's make me feel so pathetic...
To Zy if you want to say me or anything just keep it to yourself ba...
All I want is just to post this with no comment...