Reflection on the past...

Many things happened in this two busy month...
Seem that I was the last one who know what's really going on in my own clique...
But my brother and sister seem to be quite understanding for not meeting up...=)
Thank you...
I LOVE TO BOND WITH THEM...
SO FUN! Share Our problems and have many kind of different opinion from each other...
It's really great!


But back to the reality, We still have to settle our problem after all...
Many things changed in this two months,
I think my result is going screwed up thanks to my model,
I'm lacking of patience to make them...
No time...
Three of these models is really cannot make it...
I decided to change the next semster...
I'm not going take things easy,
I want my result to maintain,
I dont want to dissappoint my parents,
Afterall, I had never been a filial child to them...
Result is the only thing that I can give to them...

Studies Will be my first Priority For now,
As for relationship I will continue to work on it...
But I won't be putting much effort in it,
I know that If I don't do something about my communciation problem with you,
I think it's impossible to get any further with you...
But How?
It's quite Tough to make those steps...
I felt so different when you are around...
Is this what you called "LOVE"??
You say I couldn't control my emotion...
When Something Happened,
My emotion Will get affected...
Ya that's true,
I know I couldn't control my emotion well,
But I have been trying to control it...
So I just kept my silent...
I thought it'll be better,
But you don't like it at all...

How do you want me to express it?
Tell me please?=)
I'm willing to change...
I'm serious with my words...

I wanted to share with you about my problem too,
But whenever I wanted to tell you about it,
I just don't know how to start?
I'm still not close enough with you that's for sure...
But I have been trying hard too,
To make that effort,
But often I got dissappointment with your cold respond...

It's looked like I have never Been in your picture frame before...
Somehow like a passer-by...
Help out and go...
When I type this,
It just leave me with a crack in my heart...

But still I will changed to the better no matter what,
And Make things better,
Cause that the only two things I can do now...
I will be holding onto the torch and waiting to shine up your life when the lights went off...
I'll be waiting...


Here A song For you:
Your Call...

Waiting for your,
Call I'm sick, Call I'm angry,
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to singIn the car,
do you rememberButterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat,
Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished,
I am new,
I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious,
you and me,
flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes,
What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone,
And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home[4X]
I was born to tell you
I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight