Other year of Christmas

Maybe everyone start to lead our own life,
everyone had their our Plan and stuff.
Everyone became busy...

I wasn't really bothered that I don't have plans or any event to attend to...

I thanked my bros that asked me out for party,movies and some other event,
but I'm really tired and I didn't really want to party to make myself tire out...

The weather was so cooling which make me really tired and sleepy...
Days in army were starting to get really demanding on my physical and mental strength.
I know that I'm getting stronger every single day, but I'm getting really tired at the same time. More Exhaustion that I went through and more pain was involved during training.

Time were short and yes I missed you.
I felt numb at the same time, or other words, I get used to it of you not being around me. Not because I'm tired but there were too many things on hand that I have to deal with every single day. Have faith in me...

Love Involved many things about effort and sincerely that comes from the bottom of the lover hearts.

You can make things for your loved one, you can even buy them the things they want.

Many people felt that buying things that involved money doesn't show much effort and sincerity in it. I felt that it was wrong to have that mindset, to me ,I earn my money through my blood,sweat and tears, literally and it show how difficult it was to get those money to buy stuff for your loved one. A simple cup of coffee that cost about 5 bucks, I don't know why, but I felt really good to afford that cup of coffee cause I earn it through the hardship I went through shit in my training to get the coffee. I felt really sincerity or rather great :D

Learn to appreciate the things around you, if one day you did not, probably that would be your last to do so...

Merry Christmas ! This is a punishment from Yeo bo, this is so taxing, please!

Still going, and it's growing strong.

This was supposed to be a post for you,
to tell you how awesome you have been in my life,
About how life had been so tough for me,
The moment I thought of you,
It just gave me all the strength needed to complete what I have to do.

Sorry Bo, I only have time limits on tying this post.
Sorry for the short time we spend together,
I hope you understand that I'm always looking for time to be with you.
Happy 11th!

Be strong and don't cry during your first flight, Fighting :D, I will always be there!