What am I supposed to look forward to ?
No trips,
What am I supposed to wait?

You can start thinking for yourself,
But I never did...

Wasn't thinking about you...

Time is short,
and there is so much to do...

So much of people I wanna meet...

The life in army do bring people apart,
but it's the heart and effort that bring the real things out...

dear, there is never a day goes by when I do not think of you,
and how empty my life would be if you were not here...

So this show how much you stand in place in my heart...

It prefer the chase, I guess it's much more exciting...

Be strong...

My weekend totally rocks with you around,
Maybe I learnt to cherish the time being around with you,
cause time is always running out and it became so precious to me when I'm with you...

I felt really awesome and i understand the feeling of having butterfly in my stomach...
Haha that's joy I guess :D

Random Thoughts;
I wish to hold your hand and travel to soomewhere far...
Enjoy the trip...

Thank you for being around with me,
And I miss you alot,Dear...

Through this, through your heart...

All I'm working for, was a smile on your face...

Sorry to look so hard when you already know where to get it...
I just wanted to give that little surprise to create that little memories between us...

But I always failed to do so...
I tried, and sorry to let you down on every single attempt...
I didnt manage to work things out...

I Felt sad, but yet I didnt have time to mend it...
I hope you understand and I want you to know...

Mentality...

In camp, the mentality is different from the civilian world...
Now, I prefer to be in the camp doing training than to face the reality here...

Reality was supposed to be real,
but it isn't here...

It's so unreal...

Army taught me to be decisive with a force on my decision that I made...
Sorry to turned back,
It's the reality I have to face...

Whatever obstacles come,
We have to learn to face it and fight against it...
Make the right choice...

It's about the mentality, it's about your thinking...

Do you mean what you say,
cause it doesn't feel like it...

I mean what I said,
Verbally and through action...

... And I'm good to go...

Enough of the guessing game...

Quotes and sentences,
was Pretty obvious...

Instinct was right...

It was never meant to be...
Just keep waiting outside the line,
I will just keep on waiting...

“If you miss me, you can’t text, you can’t email, you can’t post it on my Facebook wall. If you really miss me, you come and see me.”

Maybe I'm ain't strong,
But I can at least try to...

Training is good,
Cause it makes me too tired enough to fall asleep...

Sorry it's chinese...

人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，
可是呢？
射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分手后，他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆，也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己，全身都是伤也笑着告诉你，我很好不用担心

在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事，却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害，华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛？你的一点关心，心思细腻的射手座会记得你对他的好，把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你，

射手座是不被了解的，可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧，别让别人也受到伤害。所以，不要让快乐的射手座痛苦，别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱，是充满泪水的

Impressed by my section mate...
It's so true... T.T

What do you believe or even trust on?

I plan my next step,
But I could only endure...

It seem to be true but I just let it continue...
That's the last thing I can do for you...

I'm aiming for that white clothing,
For that training that it's tough,
I want that focus...

get me a guitar,
I can start playing those words...

I think the plans will still go on...

I kept it a secret and,
I will go through this alone...