I'm ain't high about this...

I guess that the end of it...

Now it's seem tough to go back to where we used to be,
I'm having difficulty in breaking that barrier,
Because I kept thinking for you,
But you just made things difficult for me...

It's good for you, now that I see...
Goodbye...

I sense that a part of me were changing...
It seem that I starting to be quite quiet recently as I started to observe the people behaviour around me...

Each year had passed,
and my words are getting lesser...

I'm going in for my national service on 9 June...
I'm ready for it I guess...

About the future,
I just want to fly off,
and grow up, out there...
see the world and many things should happened...

But I'm uncertain for many stuff...

We differ...

It's getting tougher to stay on like this...
My heart starts to make me feel rather bitter...
Being understanding,
Just make you overwhelming...

When I'm feeling down, I want someone to listen to me...
I want that piece of thoughts out...
but it does not make any difference even with you around...
It just feel worse for me...

It's tiring to handle it alone,
But sharing with you, doesn't make any much difference
the problem was never solved...

Like what my friend have told me,
their character are just like mother board,
connected to the wrong chip...

it's integrated and it's hard to change it...
I'm sorry but you just make me feel rather helpless...
This is not I wanted...

I hope you can be understanding,
But many times,
you just hurt me so much ,
when the things i wanted to say,
you just shut me out...

I failed to be true to myself and I always let things passed on...
I guess now it piles up like a mountain,

Haha, I laughed,
Just so much to say,
But with the wrong person,
that's show me that unwillingness to listen...






I need a break soon...

Are you really there for me?

I felt rather discourage...

From the way,
How my family start asking me why am I always busy...
Friends start to getting tired of asking me out,
when my answer always turned out to be," I'm busy"...

That feeling of " Haiz!"

They just don't...

Regret? It's more than that...

When I saw those pictures of them, together
I never fail to feel that feeling of being so "WRONG"...

I kept that feeling,
But deep in me,
I want to say I was wrong...

Afterall,
You never know how much it hurts since you have lefted...

I guess we are splitting up,
It just doesn't feel strong anymore...

I felt that we all have grown up...
I dont know how to put it...