I'm supposed to...

Well, today I went to eat breakfast with my family cause it's my mum birthday...
And I went out this afternoon with a friend...

I was quite happy with that outing because it wasn't that awkward than I expected...

Well, I'm supposed to update my blog...
But, I just have all the details written in my heart and my mind...

I guess, this space of mine doesn't belongs to me anymore...

Sometimes, I love too much...
Sometimes, I wasn't myself...
Sometimes, I wasn't there when I need you...
Sometimes, I want to be there when you don't need me...
Sometimes, I'm just crazily overated...
And sometimes, I just sometimes:D

How clear am I?

Is like,
The clothes got stain with black paint and I can't get rid of that ink...

Is like,
I know I was wrong and I admitted it and took the blame...

But is like,
sometimes,
I just don't understand...
Maybe I won't understand,
I dont want to understand...

It's your impression about me,
It's yours,
Not mine...

I could only say that I'm tired of this...

Hmmm,
What am I thinking?



If I know you better,
Maybe I look into it...

I think it's true!

Cute song!

"Never shout never,can't stand it"

Baby, I love you
I never want to let you go
The more I think about,
The more I want to let you know...
That everything you do,
Is super duper cute
And I can't stand it...

Nanananananananana!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENEDICT...



it's 5.15am now and i'm just done with my report it's only part 1...
Texture tomorrow... I LOVE YOU! NA NA NA!

I just decided,
to start chasing...

It's saved as draft...

I typed a message for you,
And it's saved as a draft...
I didn't send it out...



my message to you was,

"Please take good care of yourself..."

I dont know why am i so bother about it, but I felt uneasy about it...
Anyway, it's your choice,
I can't stop you!

But I dont agree with what you are doing...I just don't like the habit...

My saving money plan!:D
is not working :(

I'm fight for you,HAPPY!

it's doesn't work well for me recently...
What's wrong...?

It's just came altogether...

One happy story versus all the negative words...

Happy is always standing alone, but it's in me...

Feel like a worm...

PROJECT...
I am really confused by you,
You turn me and twist me round and round,
Up and down, Front and back...

I'm confused...

Sometimes,
Things happened and you dont have a choice but to take it...
No matter how much you don't like it,
You still have to take them all in...

Do you know,
I wanted to do something about this tiredness...
Trying ways to stop the eyes from closing...
OPEN MY EYES,PLEASE!

How random,
It does not have a meaning ...

Dont really like to express on blogs,
Cause I think it's rather fake?

HAHA!

Get a book and write them down...
Get a sketchpad and draw them out...

BLOG... Random...



Dear hair, I miss you and I miss you alot...

Difficult

It's hard to make a decision...
It's difficult to understand...

I wish it didn't happened...

and Now it's 2.16am, I want to disturb you...
But it's just so random...

You are falling in love,
But I'm falling for you...

Logic versus feelings, How do you deal with it?

Fun.smile.laugh.

I foresee...

Part 1:

The problem in that relationship, I could foresee it...
But Without trying it out, how could I just predict...

You never know till you try...


Dont dream just do...

When it touches...

1.Just me with the pen and paper,
I start all over again...

My paper is blank now...

2.The word, "Faith" and "Believe"

I felt happy but yet I'm afraid that I won't be able to achieve that "expectation"...

Fear but yet, I'm glad...
It's being a long time since I felt this way...

3.My Analysis...
(I just want to remember, it wasn't sad,it's just the differences)

The story goes:
He kept on going till he reach you one day,
and he made it...

I asked myself: "How many times of rejection did he go through?"
And I answered: " probably More than five times, But he just kept on going"

"I didn't get rejected, But I didn't kept going on cause I know I will get rejected..."
Because I didn't want to get hurt, I just let it go...

I kept silent and just wait...
That's my difference...

Keep going and make things happened,
Don't just sit there and wait...

Swollen heavy eyes shutting down...

I'm waiting outside the line...

And surprisingly, I started to realise it's more complicated than what I expected...
If I had you, the first thing I'm gonna do, is to shut off your laptop...

It feels like a drama,
It is a drama
Yawning...

Did you know, I could only sigh...

Do you know?

I really wanted to make things right...
I'm just trying so hard to be true,
I Really want to be true to people...

But I think I screw everything up...

Trying to fix things up but instead it became worst...

Everything happened because of me,
I shouldn't have let that happened...

But, it's already done,
There is no reverse button to reverse what have happened...

I have no control of it,
I lose the control...

I'm guilty about it,
I'm truly am...

There's nothing much left for me to explain...
Whatever I say,
It just can't be undone,
So just let it be...

Feel like writing a song and played it on a piano...
Then I start singing on an empty stage, without any audiences...

"I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.

So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream."

Nothing but a dream...