Can you 安靜?

Another week with 2 months left...
Work,eat, bath then sleep...
This is what we do here...
Nothing much...

I got my pay this week, it's 1000 peso...
Woah, quite alot I think I think I can save some money...

Work:
Working on a mud guard for Volkswagen Truck (pickup)

Sketching and scanning the 3d surface on the laptop quite tedious because we need to paste sticker on the car surface before scanning it...

Excited and after pasting the stickers, it's tired...

Anyway, I somehow find joy in doing stuff, even in doing shit work...
Like cleaning the truck wheel...
Stain with muddy texture, which look like shit somehow...

My weekends:
Everyone is busy, and no one bring us out...
We have to plan our weekends to go out and explore the places...

They somehow treat us like we are the locals here...
HAHA...
Never mind, I plan my way out and enjoy my weekends...
It's boring this week end,
Hope we can get our ass out of the company on weekends...
Where are we going tomorrow!?

Last weekends:
Anyway Went to swim on last Sunday...
It's fun but it's expensive...
$17 dollars...


Pain in the gastric:
On Thursday,
Maybe I ate the wrong food or the chili is just so powerful,
I got gastric pain after that...

In pain during working time...
Ouch,
Ouuuucccch,
PPPain,
HHelp me,
i want to die,
Kill meeee...

I keep repeating this phase, until the pain just disappear...
and when I eat my dinner,
It happened again...

Lie on the bed after I ate the medicine, I farted all the way!
HAHA!
Smelly~
And then in the midnight,
My friend wake up to vomit and it's gastric problem I think...
Or maybe my fart too smelly...

Anyway, He didn't went to work on Friday...
I was lefted alone in the company...
Sketching alone...

Songs that keep me alive...

"Oh simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute, why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go? So why don't we go?

Oh, this could be the end of everything
So why don't we go somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know
Somewhere only we know"

Anyway thanks Stephanie for replying the email...
And thanks for the song...
It's emo!
HAHA I think sending email to people is quite fun,
Waiting for reply, then reply again...
You never know what is the next reply gonna be like!
Exciting I guess...



I was so crazy over this song...
Somehow it's the melody...
安靜

我根本不想分開
Wo gen ben bu xiang fen kai
I don't even want to break up

為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
Wei she me hai yao wo yong wei xiao lai dai guo
Why must I depend on a smile to tide me through?

我沒有這種天份
Wo mei you zhe zhong tian fen
I don't have the ability

包容你也接受他
bao rong ni ye jie shou ta
To accept both you and him

不用擔心的太多
Bu yong dan xin de tai duo
Don't worry too much

我會一直好好過
Wo hui yi zhi hao hao guo
I'll still be fine

你已經遠遠離開
Ni yi jin yuan yuan li kai
You've already gone far away

我也會慢慢走開
Wo ye hui man man zou kai
And I will slowly walk away

為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
Wei she me wo lian fen kai dou qian jiu zhe ni
Why is it that I have to accommodate you even when [we] break up?

我真的沒有天份
Wo zhen de mei you tian fen
I really don't have the ability

安靜的沒這麼快
An jing de mei zhe me kuai
Staying silent doesn't come so fast

我會學著放棄你
Wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni
I will learn to give you up

是因為我太愛你
Shi ying wei wo tai ai ni
Because I love you so much

A place, where I start to realise...

Work:
Another week is gone...
It's pretty normal this week, as there is quite a lot of work to be done this week...
I did a mould for a cup holder...
And it took me one and a half day to finish it...
It's pretty exciting to do something that is going to be produce out by the company...
YAY!
But I was kinda of stress up because it's going to be produce out from the machine in the workshop so I cannot make any mistake on the mould...
Because one mould cost a bomb...

Now,I finally understand that it's never easy to do a rapid prototype
(Mass Production)...


It's maths, calculating the dimension just kills me...

The Locals:
Anyway, the people here are really friendly...

And on friday, it's their drinking day, where they go out and drink...
My course mate and I didn't follow them cause we just don't feel comfortable, I guess...

However, yesterday, things happened...

When we were asleep, my roommate who is a Mexican brought his friend back home...
All of them work for air design...

Our room door doesn't have a proper lock, so people can just bang in and say hi...
Well, they did...
And they keep asking us to drink with them...
One thing for sure was, they were all drunk...
It's their culture and it wasn't good to refuse them...
Just to make them leave, I drank half a bottle...
And they opened another bottle to my course mate...
Somehow drinking violate his religion rules, so I drank on his behalf...
One and a half bottle is nothing to some, but finishing up one and a half bottle is something for me when I keep drinking it fast into to my tummy...

And they lefted our room soon after I finish up my drink...
I was tired, and felt really disgusted by the beer...
Btw I hate beer for it's awful taste...
That make me wonder why people love beer so much... GOSH!...

Anyway, I almost puked because of the fast drinking...
And I have plastic bag beside my bed just in case...
HAHA! JOKE!
I'll be so dead next month cause I promised them I drink with them...

Popular in my race:
For some reason, I felt that I'm kinda of weirdo to them...
Because my course mate is a Malay and somehow they just treat him like a Mexican...
Well as for me...
Where ever place I go in Mexico, I was always looked at...
To the Mexican local here, I guess they have never see a Chinese guy before...
So I'm pretty weird to them...
Many thought I'm a Japanese, they just keep bowing their head down, and subconsciously I follow them too... Bowing and bowing...
Here, I learnt to smile at people who I don't know...
They simply smile back...
Somehow if I were to smile to someone in Singapore,
I don't think I will get any respond...
HAHA!

Well, it feel good when you smile at people, people smile back to you...
Anyway, I seem to be more attractive here in Mexico, cause I attract alot of attention from the girls here even in the company and the workshop...

COOL!FEEL LIKE A SUPERSTAR!


Dreaming:

This week, I keep dreaming...
Dreaming about people, that are close to me...
Dreaming about my family, my friends...
At least,it make me feel closer to home,
At least,it make me feel closer to people I loved and cared...
At least,I dont feel much alone anymore...

Although it's just a dream, it feel so real...
It got me so darn worried about people getting chicken pox...
Fear from my dream...

Everyday, We walk to work...
Everyday, When I reached home, I was like a man doing house chores...
Somehow, I'm getting used to it...
I won't say that I'm like a maid anymore...
It's man who do house chores,
It's me a man, who do house chores...=D
MAN!

8 more weeks to go...
I feel like a caterpillar morphing into a butterfly...
HAHAH!