ABS COME OUT PLEASE

HEYYY!
My Abs coming out after two day of training!
But it's kinda of dumb also...
It ONLY took Two days and with 200 sit-up the eight pack pop out...

But now, my neck are suffering muscle aching...
AND my abs hurts but it still make me carry on...
This aching make me want to achieve it,
This aching make me want to force it out,
And this aching is my motivation...=D
4 more weeks to complete the task !!

Oh yesh oh yesh!
COMING OUT COMING OUT! =D

Yesterday,
I bumped up with my ex on the bus,
And we just "HEY,how's life?"
We were like strangers...
Before she boarded the bus I had my earpieces on,
And when she say hi and seated beside me,
I was kinda of shocked, but I just dont know why?
I took out my earpieces and thought of having a chat...
And I put my earpieces inside my pocket...
Initially, I just went silent cause I dont know what to talk about...
And She was busying smsing while I just look out of the window and wander...

People change...
and it's really hard to associate with them...
When you lost that something,
No matter how hard you try to look for it,
It will never be there anymore...
It won't be the same anymore...
It's broken...


What happened yesterday end today, what happens today ends tomorrow...

Disappointment or dumb?
When I saw them smiling over the result,
I told myself to keep...

For the fact that I know, my sadness will definitely affect them...
Therefore, I just chose to keep it...

And after eating with brothers,
Ya, just feel normal after it cause I'm tired...


Please dont dwell with it...
And Please dont get affected for what I wrote here,please!

I'm alright...=D
Just need abit more of luck!

Penny of thoughts,
And I have to write it down and do it...



I'm so going to be bloody hardworking...
Taste my effort...
Yes, I'm going to do it...

Hmmm,
Recently, I just find it weird to have no one in mind...
No one in mind...
Ok, actually got someone,
But kinda of dumb also...
Never mind just leave it as,
Blank and Empty...

Cooking went well today,
AND THE PRAWN IS JUICY AND SWEET=D
Nice Prawn!

To a friend,
Get well please...

Last night I have a dream...

Unknowingly...

I saw this girl,
She was alone in a room,
Holding onto a cup noodle...

And I wrote her a note and leave it on her table...
It says:

It must be cold being alone,
But I have the warmth you need...

When you are hungry,
Look for me...
Dont eat Cup noodle,
It's unhealthy...

Throw away all your cup noodle,
And I will cook for you...
Just let me have the chance...

Then my mum woke me up...

My true self... Good or stupid?

Will you give up your thing to make people happy?

The thing I mean is something which is very important to you or something that will make you successful or maybe make you happyier by just having it...

And Today, I just realised that I always tend to give up things to people so that they can be happier than I am...

But after that, I thought to myself...
Am I being kind or just stupid?

I felt that, I'm like blessing them by doing that...
That's me I guess...
It's not that I don't cherish my things but it just the smile or pleasant of people that make it worth doing it...

My next meal will be Cheese Pasta With prawn...
Duck COOK!

It's just another day...

Today is just another day...
To me, its' just nothing more but just a day...

I dont feel like doing anything today...

A penny of thoughts that who will understand...??

I dont know what I'm doing...
I dont sense the fight...

Ya...
Say what you want to say...

Just carry on, I dont care anyway...
I really dont...
What more could I ask for...

Bad thing down, good things come...

Today I see myself climbing so high up and many people are waiting to see me fall...
Well today I did fall and I hit on the ground...
I Landed so hard,
Ya,it hurts alot...
And,
I felt so cheated...

Its' really worse than being rejected...
Its' lead me on to sketch,
Its' lead me on to think and do alot of analysis and research...
Its' make me want to do many thing...

Well said and everything was just clashed down...
Once again,
I need to start all over again...
Although it really hurt me so much,
But I felt empowered again...

I told myself,
If I were to get clash so easily,
I have no resistance...

Its' means, I have no values...

Design is not a one time approval thing it require alot alot of thinking and rejection to make a good design...=D

To make a good design, it came with many rejection and failure =D

Btw,
I put alot of effort in my work,

And I was really push to the ground,
I felt that Its' really normal to get upset...
I'm upset today,
But not emo...

Bad things gone, good things come...
I got my idea=D

Quarantine is Stupid,
Cause it makes you giddy,
But still, VERY NICE AND FREAKY SHOW...
Walking with that broken LEG just make me GOOSE BUMP...

OH HAPPY MOTHER DAY...
But I never do anything for my mum,
I wished I could but ya...
I feel kinda of bad but she went out with my dad so I just left them alone to have their couple WORLD =D

Maybe it's better this way?

AND I COOK MY DINNER Today,
ROCK ON!
My Fingers is stained with Garlic Smell...
And COOKING IS FUN!



OH IT'S TASTED GOOD=D

Aim... AND GO!

I just finish watching the 7 episode of Jamie Oliver Food Revolution...
MAN,ROCK HIM ON!
HAHA HE ROCKS!!!=DD

Kinda of upset cause it's only 7 episode...
However it's still a very nice show =D

How he approach people with his sincerity is what I'm keen to learn about it...=D

Hmmm, So what happened this week was that,
I finished my portfolio for internship,
And I dont know what is going on also with the internship thing...
Ya so i'm just waiting...
I'm trying to finish a report and a powerpoint slide for Next week Submission...
ROCK ON,MAN!
Finally going to finish,
But then the nightmare will seen to be starting the week after next week...
So NIGHTMARE AGAIN...

My Thoughts:


Aims is something that keep you going,
without aim,
You dont get to go anyway...
It seem that I need to have a aim to really move to some other places...
So I make an aim that I will get my 6 pack abs within two months time...
And I just start my training for this week so I have another 7 weeks to go...
Having this ABS things is not for show,
Just that I need strength to carry on...=D
And protect...
HAHA...

There is quite alot of thoughts in my mind about someone that I fallen for but I never told her about it...

And now I dont have the feeling for her.
It's kinda of complicated when many things starts to surface on my mind,
A thought of "maybe I will have a chance if I really make a move..."
But yet again,
I know that she won't like me...
And from some of her action,
I know that she know that I like her... Somehow, maybe,I dont know...
HAHA Just my feeling...

Ignore this part if you dont understand Cause I just typing it as part of my memories...

OOOOO,
I'm single,
HAHA...
I dont like the mind of having no one to think about...
The fact is it's kinda of boring...
Really...

That someone can just ocuppy your thoughts or something but ya,
There is no one there...
So I'm just blank ,
maybe I just dont get use of it...
Soon I will get used to it=D
Or can that someone PLEASE COME!

HURRY!

Another thought of mine is,

Maybe I used to be very emo in my past,
But Now, I have my smile back...
Just Ignore my Past,
Give me a new life to be a Cheerful person...
Don't keep holding onto the impression that I'm emo...

That all,DUDES...

I'm a geek! haha

I think I am for always struck at home and doing alot of work...
OOOOHHH...
I'm geek! haha!
AND I wanna be one BIG GEEK...
All things that I need to do is do work and study...
READING BOOKS WITH tiny little WORDS and with Words that I don't even seen it before...

I wish I am smarter, then people will listen to me...
So cool right??
Imagine one day, what you say is so meaningful and people agree with you and the feeling is so accomplished...
LIKE JAMIE, OLIVER...
This man rock !
Watch Food Revolution, PLEASE...
RECOMMENDED...
HAHA...

Talking about accomplished,
This reminds me of faking Nelson and Paddy in a basketball game on last Friday...
HAHA...
The MOST EPIC MOMENT IS,
They clashes each other and fall on the floor cause they thought they can stop me from making a shot but I turned again and passed it to someone else...
Their expression were so Hilarious...

Oh well,
Today went to watch Ip man 2 with my family...
And saw my clique just outside the Movie theater,
And did some catching up for like 15 mins,
But the best thing is although it's just 15 mins,
there is so much we can talked about...

HAHA! I LIKE...=D

It's gone away!

OOHHHH~
YEAH!
OOOHHH~
YEAH...
HAHA...

Just being random...

Anyway,
Things are getting more intense recently,
I mean work, as usual...

Ya,
I just made things clear with the girl I used to like...
And the feeling of clearing up was like...
WOOOOOOWWW....
The meaning of WOOOOOWWW is like WOOOWW!!

Relieved and rather Relive again...

So,it's quite happy to be friends again...
Hmm, not friends, good friend, BBF that what she said...
So ya...
Whatever it is,
I just dump everything behind and headed off to the UNKNOWN Tomorrow...
HAHA...
It's the past k...=)
It's HISTORY...

So what happened this week is busy doing design Argument...
Not argue with my parents of course...

And I'm feeling so lazy,
But yet constantly being pushed by my lecturer MEI SIN...
It's really tiring however,
Without her,
I think I be like lying in my bed not doing work...
She made me think alot...
And I could say I respect her for always being so patience with the whole class...
IMAGINE WHOLE CLASS...
And everyday you keep chasing after our work...
Wa,dont pity the student k...
Pity her...
She consult every single one of us...
ONE BY ONE...
Tell you what wrong with your work, how to improve,
Make you think, Force you to think...

In fact, she is simply great...
But however,
She kind of fierce too...
HAHA

And PICTURES IN CLASS HAHA...