Sunday =D
Went to play basketball,
SHIOK!
Actually we went to play with some gangster or maybe PK...

At first was kinda of scared due to their aura...
But I'm like,
The more I'm afraid,
The more I want to face it...
The more I want to overcome it...

And laughter with joy =D
Basketball rock especially playing with people who are really really Funny...
They made me laugh my ass off...
HAHA!

and trying to mend things up again...



Orange =D,
Perhaps you should just stay in my mind,
Cause reality are just so different...

I'm not happy...



SERIOUSLY...

I just feel like throwing everything away and just walk off ...

A place where no one knows me...
Yesh,
I want to run away...

I learn to ....

Learn to whatI dont know ...
but I know I love my bed X)

If things are not going well,
maybe it's just good to let it go,
and do some other stuff...

Cause all I know was that she wont bother...

So ya,
What the point?

Recently,
Like kinda of being cold shoulder...



I'm here,
but it seem that i'm not...

Like I'm trying,
But yet I'm stopped...

Let's move on,
and move along XD...

I was late,
And you were gone...

In this picture,
this is what I see...
and this is what happened...

It's a complicated feeling that I want to express it so much,
That I just don't know how to do it?



And Surprisingly,
I didn't think too much about it...
maybe i just learnt to stop! X)

My thoughts were,
you treat everyone almost the same,
How do I even know that I'm special,
or maybe still stand for a chance...

Maybe i'm just the same as all the guys...
But Somehow,
I'm telling you that I'm not...
I'm really not...

Researching,
Compiling,
Interpreting,
Observing and being understanding...

And i dreamt myself standing there singing the beatles song,
"I wanna hold your hand",
then i change the lyrics...

Oh yeah, I´ll tell you something
I think you´ll understand
When I say that something
I wanna go with you
I wanna go with you
I wanna go with you

Oh, please, say to me
You´ll let me sit by the side...
and please, say to me...

while i forgot the rest of the song,
i woke up at 2.30pm...
haha~

I wanna go with you...


do work...

Happy new year...
2010...

I'm changing myself,
SO JUST STOP COMPLAINING!

and i shall stop arguing...
I just don't like to argue...

More chores,
and more work...

I will do those chores!
and sooner or later i be like a house husband...
Haiz...

Still struck between,
but i know the answer will still be the same...

seriously,
i just played unblock me so that I could escape from what i'm thinking,
So Unblock me,

Just Unblock me...
It's really a fun game haha!

I just like to Sit at a corner...


hmmm,
caring is abit of a problem...
And where is my fun?

Why so serious and get everything went so wrong...

Sometime I just hope that i'm not there,
Like a jumper dissappear into thin air...
it makes me feel that i'm apart from you...

It's hard to love you...
It just so hard...