Finally I have the time to post this blog after 2 weeks later...Sorry Brothers...Ok let's start going back in two weeks time...Actually nothing happened much just that there is alot work to do...Planning and making of the automata toys...And Pcomd...Project work...Sigh...Because of the japan trip, those selected student have to shift the module so that we won't miss the module during the trip. With two intensive modules together mean alot of work...So I chiong lor cause after these module is Holiday which is what i'm having now...We were arranged to this class with the interactive media people to have that module...There is this girl who sits at the corner, with her black spectacle...MAN SHE SO CUTE CAN!Too bad i don't have her picture...But i think she is super cute...During the final presentation, when she was presenting,I was looking paying my full attention on her... And forgot that I was in class...Anyway after that presentation thing, that is probably my last sight of her ba?I don't like to say goodbye...=( But I will remember you...=)HAHA...On my work for the Pcomd was also quite good...But things wasn't going well in my group...Supposing we were given a project to do...It mean that we are supposed to work together...It's not individual... I clearly understand this condition...And I'm super willing to help out...I did my work...And maybe there is some misunderstand he thinks that I didnt do my part...Accused...Perharps you have some unsettled problem with me...I can see and I can sense...Even after the presentation or maybe now I can still sense that you are still unhappy about it...I don't know whether did I did something wrong or what...This will keep going on for sure...I know how it work...The more you keepin your heart, the more you feel unease,The more you feel, the more anger you have,Each day it store,Each day it get bigger...And it became a Big mountain of hatred...I think god make you my weakness...So now what should I do?I don't want to fight cause I'm having enough of it...So let me JUST PUT A BIG FULL STOP TO THIS...This part is for me to remember and learnt something here...No offence...Happy part...AUTOMATA TOYS-Tiring day...It operate using the gears and cams to make the toys move using a simple rotate of the crank...this is the video The story line is the teacher caught the student asleep and wake them up in class...
Then the student woke up then fall asleep again...
At first my story line is the teacher face the whiteboard then the student fall asleep...
But then i think i glued wrongly and the rotation went wrong...
And overall the model worked well and smooth...
Something that I have achieved and happy about it,somehow...
Play time...
After Friday Critque,
As usual, I went to play basketball with my Poly friends...
Maybe we play full court that why it's abit rough...
It's quite expected...
Anyway...
I give everything I have...
I keep running...
Run back to defend and run to attack...
Run and run and run...
It seem to be a never ending thing for me...
In work, In relationship...
I never want to stop running even I drop and fall onto the ground...
I picked myself up and carried on running...
Until the last breath stop me from going further...
I'll never stop...
Another reason was to make myself tired and sleep well that night...
So I won't think
It's really hard to organise them to have a team and start playing...
It's like wasting time shouting here and there...
So funny lar...
There is one match whereby Paddy say those above 170 play against those who are below 170...
Then I agreed to play that match...
Cause they were not getting started and it really wasting time...
So we went on playing...
Jamie say It's a challenge So I think it's should be fun...
Play serious and I ran fastest... Never stop...
But still lose...
SIAN~~~
I'm not angry,
But I'm serious...
There is a difference...
Friday match makes me totally super tired and exhausted ...
Having leg cramp and upper body over strain as usual...
BUT IT WAS FUN!
When I sleep that Night, I have leg cramp twice on both sides of my upper thigh and lower thigh...
With both leg cramping at one time...
Just imagine the pain that I have got through...
It's not as pain as heartaching, I guess...
But it still hurt...
When it seem to coming towards you,
I shouted...
Then I just realised that it's getting deeper...
The more I ignored...
The more I cared...
Sorry for ignoring you,
But I'm trying hard to get rid of that feeling by doing that...
I know you were hurted or maybe not...
Afterall Ignoring is still my fault...
I want to do something about this...
I want to give my effort...
I'm not good at words and I don't know how girl feels
And don't even know how to please you...
But I mean what I say and I could only show it using my actions...
What I do now will it make a difference?
Sigh...
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After growing up in this family for 19 years...
I didn't know that my parents were SUPER Anti christain...
Now I realised...
What upset me the most was when they refused to let me go to church...
What dissappoint me was that they don't respect my choices...
What make me feel discourage was when they denied the presence of Christ...
How much longer will it take for me to bring you there to believe...
You keep saying that I'm unfilial...
UNFILIAL...
Do you know how hurtful was that word you used on me...?
I want to change because of you...
I make an effect...
Whenever I step into your room you will start saying about the church and stuff...
You say those hurtful words ,labelled me, condemn me...
But I didn't argue...
My faith still stand strong...
Cause I really believe in it...
But it's getting worse and worse...
Father...
If you can read this...
Please send someone to help me...
Please help...
Make her understand...
Sorry that I didn't go IT fair with you guy,
I was doing house chores this afternoon...
Pardon me...
Forgive me...
It's been ten week...
And a message was sent...
