Relationship, is getting scarier ...

Greeting from mexico =D
Currently, I'm still in the office using Internet.
So trying to get some updates done here...



Well, I'm doing fine here...
And start to feel like a designer here as well...

It's only been five days since I reached here,
I started to miss home...
Because everything here is so different from Singapore...
And I really need to adapt to the environment here.

I hope you guys learn to cherish what you have in Singapore,
Because,
Singapore is really great, although it's small, but it's really great...
You dont have to bath in the morning with cold water,
you dont have to get clear water from the convenient store...
Ya and everything is available in Singapore, you see...
So learn to cherish things there.

Everyday, I'm looking forward to work,
Because it's seem that I wanted time to fly as fast as possible...
It's going to be like three months in Mexico,
It's three months here...
I just realised it's quite a long period here...
I have the uncertain feeling,
It's not pleasant...

Maybe I'm just scared to be all alone here,
Everyone in Singapore, Having their sip and they share their thoughts with one another everyday through msn, through facebook...
Meet out for lunch, meet out for dinner, Meet out for movie...
Suddenly I just realised how much fun it would be in Singapore...

When I online at 7 am, it's 8 pm in Singapore,
the time different is 13 hours,
And I can't really get through the wireless here,
Sometime the internet work, sometime it don't...
It's seem that I'm really breaking away from Singapore...


I guess, it's really time to overcome this all by myself...

It's kinda of lonely here, although there is other course mate with me here, I just feel the same=/
HAHA! This time round, I admit I'm scared,
But I dont know what i'm scare of...
Really Hope I can get rid of this feeling...

Anyway, some thoughts about relationship in Mexico...
Well, I started to have alot of different thoughts here,
It's quite scary to get into relationship.
Love can be just a sudden feeling, maybe it's going to last for one months or maybe a year, and that it...
Break and people get hurt...
Is love something like that?
I find that it's really scary,

Like how people can just leave someone after years of relationship...
By saying, I no longer hold that feeling for you anymore, when the other partner is trying so hard to do whatever things to please the one he love...

I don't understand this at all...
Feeling is uncertain,
That what I can say...
I seen alot and I heard alot...

The impression of Relationship...
Afterall, Love is still wonderful, not all relationship is like this I hope...

A message to someone who won't know about this blog...

This time,
I have done wrong,
Sorry for being a jerk,
For doing so much as a friend...

I know how painful it is for you to go through this all alone,
Cause I have been through it before,
If I could take your pain away, I will take them all away...

Sorry, that is all I could say...

But I'm definitely not the right person for you...
Just never the right one for you...
I guess someone else would definitely be better than me...
I'm so sorry...
Please forgive me...

Farewell for three months, two months and three weeks...

Hey guys,
I'm flying off to Mexico for my internship for two months and three weeks,
Hmmm,
At first, When I was chosen for the Mexico Internship was damn Happy...
But when I'm about to fly off,
I did not get so excited over it...
But anyway,
I'm still going to fly off, ALONE to Mexico with 4 transit flight...
From Singapore to Japan, Japan to San Francisco, San Francisco to Mexico...
It's going to be 23 hr 44 mins flight...
GOOD LUCK TO MY BUTT...

Anyway,
I'm kinda of scared to be alone going off all by myself,
But I think it's going to be a very different kind of experience for me to grow up...
This time,
I'm going for three months,
I think I will change...
To be more independent,
More man=DD

By the way,
Take care guys,
I'll be fine there,
I hope I can learn a lot there,
And when I come back I'll be someone even better...
HAHA !

Chicken pox for the week~

Chicken pox...
Recovering, thanks to motherly Love...

Ya, No good food for the next three months they say...
according to the traditional Chinese, CHICKEN POX IS A VIRUS THAT CAN LEAD TO OTHER SERIOUS ILLNESS...
So cannot play a fool...

It's really scary about chicken pox,
if it is not properly taken care of,
Most likely you will be attending my funeral...

Anyway, Poxed all over my body,
And many things are delayed...
My assignment are delayed and going to present on 23 july...
So many things but little time...
It's like rushing here and there...
My trip got delay and I'm flying off on 26 july morning,
But I guess,
I learnt something from this chicken pox,
Learnt to endure...

Miss marcus birthday celebration,
Going to miss Ger Birthday Celebration,
Sorry guys,
But Happy Belated birthday!

It's the bloody CHICKEN POX...

Are you with me...
Or just passing by?

BE SAFE AND HAVE FUN!

Today wake up at 6am and went down to changi airport to send Ger!

Maybe she's a girl,
Although it's a big group is going to China, Suzhou,
I fell a little worried for her...
But ya, everyone have to experience that to be alone and independent!=D
So Jiayou!

Hmmm, My Thought just make me want to write this down
I dont want any present,
I dont want anything...
But I want you back in one piece!
Please be safe and take care!=DD

"In life,
We need to learn to cherish and protect the thing we have...
When you miss it,
Most possibly it's already gone... "

ABS COME OUT PLEASE

HEYYY!
My Abs coming out after two day of training!
But it's kinda of dumb also...
It ONLY took Two days and with 200 sit-up the eight pack pop out...

But now, my neck are suffering muscle aching...
AND my abs hurts but it still make me carry on...
This aching make me want to achieve it,
This aching make me want to force it out,
And this aching is my motivation...=D
4 more weeks to complete the task !!

Oh yesh oh yesh!
COMING OUT COMING OUT! =D

Yesterday,
I bumped up with my ex on the bus,
And we just "HEY,how's life?"
We were like strangers...
Before she boarded the bus I had my earpieces on,
And when she say hi and seated beside me,
I was kinda of shocked, but I just dont know why?
I took out my earpieces and thought of having a chat...
And I put my earpieces inside my pocket...
Initially, I just went silent cause I dont know what to talk about...
And She was busying smsing while I just look out of the window and wander...

People change...
and it's really hard to associate with them...
When you lost that something,
No matter how hard you try to look for it,
It will never be there anymore...
It won't be the same anymore...
It's broken...


What happened yesterday end today, what happens today ends tomorrow...

Disappointment or dumb?
When I saw them smiling over the result,
I told myself to keep...

For the fact that I know, my sadness will definitely affect them...
Therefore, I just chose to keep it...

And after eating with brothers,
Ya, just feel normal after it cause I'm tired...


Please dont dwell with it...
And Please dont get affected for what I wrote here,please!

I'm alright...=D
Just need abit more of luck!