Purpose in life,
I guess I have found it...

ONE MORE THING,
LOVE IS CHANGING ME!

I WILL STILL BELIEVE TOMORROW...
IT"S WILL BE A BETTER DAY!

Her BROTHER,
Do things in a certain manner,
It's highly capable of completing each task given to him...
A LEADER,
A CAPABLE PERSON,
A HIGHLY DISCIPLINES PERSON...
NEVER STRESS...
IT'S SURPRISING...
GOD WAS THE KEY FOR HIS SUCCESS, This is what she told me...
As in he was blessed with strength of god,
Using this strength to overcome obstacles and difficult times...
In work,
In relationship...
SUPER SURPRISING!
AWESOME...

YEAH MAN!
I GONNA BE JUST LIKE HIM!
SO,
BLESS ME WITH YOUR STRENGTH...

I PUT IT IN A GOOD USE!

MY Physical training is paying off,
My Determination,
My Endurance,
My Strength,
My Beliefs,
Is making me stronger...
Stronger to protect people I cherish...

People showing me attitudes,
I Accept it...
I'll never go against you,
Anger or hatred,
I choose LOVE TO REPLACE THEM ALL...
I FORGIVE
CAUSE I WANT TO BE MATURE...
:D

LIST TO DO:
Learn to accept people weakness...
Understand how they feel...?
Forgive them...
Earn respect not hatred...
Strength to protect,not to fight...
Learn to smile then to be sad...
Tried harder but not giving up...

THINGS THAT I NEED TO ACHIEVED...

BELIEVE IN MY STRENGTH...


























The urge is getting stronger...

She gave me a something sweet...

THANK YOU!

Mum say her condition....



BUT I STILL BELIEVE SHE WILL BE FINE TOMORROW!

SHE WILL BE FINE!



It's hard to explain how you feel when you fall in love at the wrong time...

But maybe I do not have my conculsion on whether do i really like or love?

I'm confused by that feeling...

It's not a Pleasant feeling,
But I feel good sometimes...

It's more like I'm getting angry over things when i dont get to talk to her...

STUPID...

Arrrrh!



MORE MATURE PLEASE....

Let things Flow in it's way,

But eventually,

I keep cutting in the flow...

I NEED SOME PEACE PLEASE...

























The waterfall of peaces...










HOWEVER STILL, TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY...

SHE WOKE UP!
WOKE UP!

I BELIEVE A BETTER TOMORROW! YEAH!

I'm starting to get addicted to you,

The urge are getting stronger...

I know,
It's not a good sign,

But I'm felt comfortable and good with your Presences,
It's just the feeling that I felt...
So soft,
So light,
So carefree...
That what I felt,
And I like it...




Maybe they send you here too...




















She's in coma,
Stop SLEEPING,
WAKE UP!

Praying for a better tomorrow...

I know they are coming for me...

In the lesson today,
I feared that my mum will call,
I feared that it's about aunt,
I feared that it's over,
I feared them coming,
I'm really scared...
But Things are better at the afternoon,
I can sense the warmth when I think of it,
Is it real?
It's a Powerful aura,
But it was gone afterwards...
I Flood myself with work,
So I can stop thinking of it...

Then walked to the bus stop with friends,
With really funny jokes they made...
Yeah,
Looking positive at that moment,

But just that moment when my parent came back...
With that swollen eyes of my mum,
I guess it has worsen...

I'm losing my Sleep,
I'm losing my appetites,
I'm losing my faith,
I'm losing my mind,
I'm losing my tears,
I'm losing it,
I'm losing myself...

Can you hear me?
Are you with me ?

Things that you see in me was right,
I'm sorry,
I refused to share my problem with you...
I didn't want you to worry...
I know it's your friend concern,
I understand it...
It's all FRIEND Concern...
But I don't want to have the repeated story happening on me again...
Maybe you have found this blog,
Or maybe not,
Like what you say,
Life is good,
Do smile...
I seem to get it,
Maybe it's all a mistake that I have made from the very beginning...

I'm lost in this situation,

Somehow a voice came to me in my mind cheering me to fight on...

I sense my brothers presences,
I heard their voices,
It's coming with that force...

My Training make me pick up myself when I fall...

It's not done for FUN...