I never want it to end it...Neither do i want it to happen...

Maybe It's broken...
This week people relationship breaks apart...
Maybe it hard for you guys,
But it's painful for me to see them quarreling...
It's even harder to accept that we might choose to go out separate way...

Sometime, I just wish I have the control to stop it...

Hope you are better off...
I tried, but i failed to make it better...
Now it's seem to be like a jerk...
Probably someday when you woke up, I hope you realised it...
sometimes, it's really true to be friends that being couples...
cause it's never easy maintaining it...

How much longer?
Sometimes, The lock does not open ...
Deep down in you, the thoughts that run through,
it's too far away from what I can reach for...
Probably time would let me find that key to unlock it...

But when the time comes,
Where will I be?

It's about you...

I mark the starting,
and he'll mark our ending...

We were getting closer each day,
But,
I know we will leave each other soon enough...

I hold you close but,
You are running away...

I'm losing myself,
I'm tired,
and gradually I'm losing you...

Maybe it's too late...

Sometimes, I'm struck by thinking of what you told me,
What you say...
Your body language...

I'm ______ to fall deep now,
And I'm pushing myself back...
if one day you ______,
At least it won't be that ______ to me...

Maybe it's the starting but it seem to be alittle abnormal...

I became even empty when I listen to Click Five" Empty"...

These lyrics, just bring a message...

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts

It takes two...
Not one...

the strong feeling ...

after 21 days is over ,
I'm getting myself a sketchbook and write every single down...
it's secret!

What I see now,
is all plenty part of your bullshit...

I hate this and i shall stop lying to myself...

I'm a giver...

the person who give and didnt get anything back...

I did my part...
tough, and tiring...

Wait for me...

I know it's abit no life,
But it's the final push to mark my ending...
Sorry for being no life,
sorry for keep saying," I'm busy"...

I love you, guys...
I just need a little more time to finish this to reach the holidays...

I will keep you accompany...
Not now, but soon...

Utterly...

When you are Down and you will find god...

I don't believe in this kind of friendship, I never will...
people use people, and you call that friends...

Why people don't change?
They dont see things the way you see things,
People are different, that makes the world happening...

you never know what is going on...
cause I don't...