Saturday, October 16, 2010

Here it goes again but I just want you to know!

I went dinner date with Leonard...
I forgot I have a date with him,
Sorry to cancel the movie and dinner date with you guys,
I sms you already! I GOT EXPLAIN! HAHA!

The Japanese fried rice,my appetite is back!

Black sesame paste, it taste like paste lor...

I don't know what I can blog about,
It's just too many things happening at the same time...

To you,I did my part...
But you can dont agree with my reason,
I agree with it...
I agree with it...

I don't have a phone that plays me a song...
But I play the music in my heart and it plays to my brain and then to my ears...
This is how it works...

but I dont want to lose this friend that helps me to check my essays and spot my grammar mistake...
I dont want to lose this friend that block my opponent from blocking me to the ring...
I dont want to lose this friend who I can smile and laugh without knowing why...
I dont want to lose this friend
I just dont want to...
Lose this friend...

I'm fine without my phone that doesn't play me any music,
But I'm not fine without this friend when we meet...

My name is Douglas,
And I want you to know...


Thanks for listening :D...
By the way,
Is it nesscary to buy Iphone?

OH MAN! I LOVE MY HAIR!

Friday, October 15, 2010

Opps,I forgot your smile

Today I woke up and recall what i did yesterday!
I forgot to smile, no wonder it was so awkward and my face looked so stiff...

WEBCAM~


Ok,Now I know it look scary!
Head back to bed:D

The whatever things, is gonna stopped!

YES!!
I FINALLY CHANGED MY BLOG SKIN!
Wasn't that bad right! HAHA!


My saxy hair... I LOVE IT:D I took it in Mexico!


The dessert I had with my poly peers,Today!...

Happy is a feeling that make you smile from the inside to the outside...
And then many wonderful things happened...

Don't make things seem so complicated...
If I have the control over it,
I didn't want things to happen like this too...

Oh, please nothing happened...

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Maybe it make no differences...

Aiya, aiya...
Come to think about it,
Maybe you will just get so pissed off when I looked for you....

Come to think about it,
Maybe you won't even bothered to listen to what I'm gonna explain...
Maybe you will just walked off...
Maybe...

Aiya,
Can don't just walk away but listen to me,
can you just don't keep chanting the unholy words and let me finish my sentences to you,
Can you just be calm for that moment while logic makes sense to you...?

"Love is not about how long you stay with that person,
but it's how long you can make that person stay with you with that feeling...

When the feeling is gone,
You can tried to bring it back but you gonna tried even harder...

It's about her feeling..."

That's from my book :D



and many blogs were as usual like mine with deep deep thoughts and deep deep meaning...

Sometimes, I want to be there for you but it's the door you refused to open...
I dont have the keys to your doors and I could only knock to let you know that I'm there,just beside the door...




To a stranger:
I read many other people blog,
Only one was really funny and it's really lively reading it...
It does make my day,
somehow I dont really know you,
But it's really nice to know how you live each day...
How pancakes can become so important to you and stuff goes on without failing to make you smile...:D
One super duper cheerful stranger!

smile abit just a tiny little bit...

and i really dislike people who are not responible for their actions...
Why not you just go away! Stupid...

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Three months, and I'm back...

This is not supposed to be a sad post,
But a happy post...

I am back home again...
YEAH!

But things got so different when I'm not around for this three months...
I got updates from others,
But what exactly happened is just not what is been updated...

I start to realise that Msn and facebook is not the real way to communicate...
It really break people apart...

Things that are important to me are breaking apart...
And I'm seem to be the root of it...

It's seem to be the way I handle things...

The white lies I made to protect it,
The white lies I used to save it...

Afterall, it's all lies that I made...
How to make you understand,
I did all this to keep the friendship we have...



I wish I could relate it to someone,
Guide me out please...
It's hurtful...

Monday, October 11, 2010

WAHAHAHAHA!

LU LU LU LU!

Monday, September 27, 2010

I was dead busy for the last 5 weeks...
2 more weeks’ ar... WAHAHAHA
And just realised that my blog was quite dead, so I’m making it alive again...
Actually, I want to say thank you guys, for spending time to read this blog to get my updates about me myself here.

It’s really sweet when they ask why you never updated your blog...
Thanks...

Today, it’s Friday and my 9th week here in Mexico...

Now, I’m using Microsoft word to update my blog post, because there is no internet in the place I’m living in...
I’m sitting in the dark living room. The lights in the living room were spoilt since the day I step into this house.
I could only rely on the kitchen’s light so it’s not totally dark in the living room.

Woah, time flies away from you when you are hardworking haha!

From the last five weeks, things happened...

There are good and bad things, But what the matters the most is, I learnt something out of here...

I’ve been quite childish in Mexico, as in more playful and more happening than I’m in Singapore...



Overly crazy


Someone to kiss,Please!


Extremely Bored...


My hair is getting longer...=D

PIGGY, BOO!!

In Singapore, I always look at work as my first priority.
When I’m in Mexico, the things that I used to have in Singapore, it wasn’t here...
For example, Internet access...

Internet was my daily routine to get updates, check mails, looking for research, chatting with friends on msn and playing games...

That was my routine... My daily routine...

My working place has internet access however I was required to produce work there and there is no need for me to use internet...

Although my boss did not restrict us from using the internet, our colleagues were there to look at what we are doing in the work place...

When I reach home in Mexico, there is nothing that I’m looking forward to...
Because life in Mexico is simple for me...

There is no internet at home; only television and the entire channel are in Spanish...

When we reach home, we cook, we eat, we wash dishes and we sleep...
I got used to it without internet...

And I got a hand phone that will never ring except in the morning which wakes me up for work...

For 2 months in Mexico, whenever I look at the phone, I was always wondering if there is someone in Singapore calling me...

Every single day, I hope my phone ring in Mexico...

I missed home, I missed my family, I missed my brothers, I missed my friends, I missed the FOOD AND I REALLY MISS YOU !!!

Almost every weeks I webcam my parent in the company, I could see them; I could hear them but I could not talk to respond their question, but could only type and reply them.

Hearing their voice through the earpieces was great... It really makes my day...
I realised that growing up is not just about being independent or being strong , by growing up, it means to love people who cares about you, your family and your friends...

There are many times that I was overly high and overly crazy haha...
I train for my upcoming napfra test at home.

There is one time when I ate two muffins before I train, I was really hungry and it tasted so yummy... I did multi sets of push- up and sit-up and moment later, I don’t feel well, and went straight to the toilet and thrown up the muffins.

It’s sounded stupid, but it’s really funny.
I did Jumping jack till my legs cramp.

I was so bored I made videos using my laptop and post it on Facebook... That was really extreme...
And the reason why I was bored was...

The Disappointing part that make me grow:

My working environment wasn’t that bad however when it comes to the weekends, no one bother to show us around Mexico.

It is very disappointing on how we are being treated here.

During the first few weekends, we were not brought out to see Mexico by our person in charge, with the reason that he was busy.

So we make our way to trip explore Mexico ourselves.

Our colleagues told us that it’s might not be safe to go Mexico City. However, during the weekends, they did not offer to bring us out either.
Our roommate brought us out to see a pyramid in Mexico city which is quite far from the city itself.


Eventually, on their independence day, their national day, it was a four days holiday including the weekends.

Despite of showing us around Mexico, we were treated like Mexican here. Our Person in charge have never once offered to bring us out of this town and expected us to know our way to the attraction places in Mexico.

Every morning when we on the TV, there will always be news reporting on killings on the street in town or city.

“4 men founded dead; Body hangs upside down with their dicks in their mouth.”
“Drug war: 4 men shot to death in Temixco” (this town is just miles away from our living place)

The killings are rather near to the main attraction places in Mexico.

Well, it’s easy for you guys to say you can travel out yourself without their help.
“You can check on the internet where to go and book a hotel and spend a few days there.”

First, the internet issues, we do not have internet at home and we are somehow being watched by people around us on what we were doing in the company.
We could not probably be using internet to check on the attraction places.

Second, we don’t speak Spanish. It’s hard to communicate. But the people are friendly, thanks god.

But still, we got so sick of this restriction and we make our trip to Mexico City ourselves to look at their attraction places. We simply give up hope on hoping anyone will bring us out anymore.

Thank god we are safe; thank god we have a good time.

We went to look for hotel and stay in for 3 days two nights.

We went to the museum, visit the pyramid within the city and brought souvenirs.
(Please really appreciate it, because it’s hard to get them)

We stick with the crowd and avoid deserted streets, we kept the wallet in the front pocket and we were always looking at each other’s back and getting ready to throw our bags and fight...

It might sound drama, but I find it pretty cool on how my course mate and I got look after one another.

We are brothers here because it’s just the two of us. We chat about everything here because that’s the only thing we could do during the night time.

Somehow these are the brick walls in Mexico I faced, eventually I learnt and overcome it.

I was angry because of the poor hospitality and the way we was treated here but afterwards, I got over it, because I can make it myself out despite the possible dangerous exposed to us.

I prayed that nothing will happen to us here and the Poland people who are definitely enjoying themselves now!

HAHA STAY SAFE THERE AND COME BACK WITH GIVE ME MY GIFTS, IF NOT I CURSED YOU GUYS! Haha just kidding k!

We get back safe, we will and I have to...
2 more weeks ar, 2 more weeks... WAHAHAHA

"Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love, because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall."

Haha, I found the quote from a very interesting friend =D



Just before I end this, I see changes in me...
I’m getting warmer...
Real warm...=D

To be continued...