Yesterday,
I bumped up with my ex on the bus,
And we just "HEY,how's life?"
We were like strangers...
Before she boarded the bus I had my earpieces on,
And when she say hi and seated beside me,
I was kinda of shocked, but I just dont know why?
I took out my earpieces and thought of having a chat...
And I put my earpieces inside my pocket...
Initially, I just went silent cause I dont know what to talk about...
And She was busying smsing while I just look out of the window and wander...

People change...
and it's really hard to associate with them...
When you lost that something,
No matter how hard you try to look for it,
It will never be there anymore...
It won't be the same anymore...
It's broken...


What happened yesterday end today, what happens today ends tomorrow...

Disappointment or dumb?
When I saw them smiling over the result,
I told myself to keep...

For the fact that I know, my sadness will definitely affect them...
Therefore, I just chose to keep it...

And after eating with brothers,
Ya, just feel normal after it cause I'm tired...


Please dont dwell with it...
And Please dont get affected for what I wrote here,please!

I'm alright...=D
Just need abit more of luck!

Penny of thoughts,
And I have to write it down and do it...



I'm so going to be bloody hardworking...
Taste my effort...
Yes, I'm going to do it...

Hmmm,
Recently, I just find it weird to have no one in mind...
No one in mind...
Ok, actually got someone,
But kinda of dumb also...
Never mind just leave it as,
Blank and Empty...

Cooking went well today,
AND THE PRAWN IS JUICY AND SWEET=D
Nice Prawn!

To a friend,
Get well please...

Last night I have a dream...

Unknowingly...

I saw this girl,
She was alone in a room,
Holding onto a cup noodle...

And I wrote her a note and leave it on her table...
It says:

It must be cold being alone,
But I have the warmth you need...

When you are hungry,
Look for me...
Dont eat Cup noodle,
It's unhealthy...

Throw away all your cup noodle,
And I will cook for you...
Just let me have the chance...

Then my mum woke me up...

My true self... Good or stupid?

Will you give up your thing to make people happy?

The thing I mean is something which is very important to you or something that will make you successful or maybe make you happyier by just having it...

And Today, I just realised that I always tend to give up things to people so that they can be happier than I am...

But after that, I thought to myself...
Am I being kind or just stupid?

I felt that, I'm like blessing them by doing that...
That's me I guess...
It's not that I don't cherish my things but it just the smile or pleasant of people that make it worth doing it...

My next meal will be Cheese Pasta With prawn...
Duck COOK!

It's just another day...

Today is just another day...
To me, its' just nothing more but just a day...

I dont feel like doing anything today...

A penny of thoughts that who will understand...??

I dont know what I'm doing...
I dont sense the fight...

Ya...
Say what you want to say...

Just carry on, I dont care anyway...
I really dont...
What more could I ask for...

Bad thing down, good things come...

Today I see myself climbing so high up and many people are waiting to see me fall...
Well today I did fall and I hit on the ground...
I Landed so hard,
Ya,it hurts alot...
And,
I felt so cheated...

Its' really worse than being rejected...
Its' lead me on to sketch,
Its' lead me on to think and do alot of analysis and research...
Its' make me want to do many thing...

Well said and everything was just clashed down...
Once again,
I need to start all over again...
Although it really hurt me so much,
But I felt empowered again...

I told myself,
If I were to get clash so easily,
I have no resistance...

Its' means, I have no values...

Design is not a one time approval thing it require alot alot of thinking and rejection to make a good design...=D

To make a good design, it came with many rejection and failure =D

Btw,
I put alot of effort in my work,

And I was really push to the ground,
I felt that Its' really normal to get upset...
I'm upset today,
But not emo...

Bad things gone, good things come...
I got my idea=D

Quarantine is Stupid,
Cause it makes you giddy,
But still, VERY NICE AND FREAKY SHOW...
Walking with that broken LEG just make me GOOSE BUMP...

OH HAPPY MOTHER DAY...
But I never do anything for my mum,
I wished I could but ya...
I feel kinda of bad but she went out with my dad so I just left them alone to have their couple WORLD =D

Maybe it's better this way?

AND I COOK MY DINNER Today,
ROCK ON!
My Fingers is stained with Garlic Smell...
And COOKING IS FUN!



OH IT'S TASTED GOOD=D